Me Being Random

My current song obsession that I think goes marvelously with Jim is Believer by Imagine Dragons. Check it out for the full experience but here are some of my favorite lyrics.

ย I was broken from a young age
Taking my soul into the masses
Write down my poems for the few
That looked at me took to me, shook to me, feeling me
Singing from heart ache from the pain
Take up my message from the veins
Speaking my lesson from the brain

and

I was choking in the crowd
Living my brain up in the cloud
Falling like ashes to the ground
Hoping my feelings, they would drown
But they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowing
Inhibited, limited
Till it broke up and it rained down

I love music that inspires me to write. ย I have a whole long playlist for Star Trek.

It’s like 90 something degrees and my co-worker is wearing knee high leather boots like it’s fucking January.

Sometimes I wish I could control myself and not write fifty million Spirk stories. And I still want to write that Winter story I’ve been talking about.

Neighbor came over yesterday to say they’d had a massive leak and flood and since we share a wall we should check that wall for drywall damage. Sigh.

My plans for a beautiful romantic weekend at the end of August in Morro Bay may or may not be ruined. I have booked it but now the sister wants to visit. Grrr.

Recent movies I’ve seen and liked: Cars 3, Despicable Me 3, Spiderman.

Movies I’ve seen and didn’t like: I Saw the Light. I love Tom Hiddleston but this movie sucked. Sorry, Tom. Maybe it was the subject matter (Hank Williams).

Movies I still intend to see this summer: Dunkirk and The Dark Tower

I was supposed to get a new computer at work yesterday. The one I have is ancient and unbelievably slow. They set me up to get a new one more than a month ago on yesterday’s date. The one tech copied my stuff to transfer to the new one. And then…he sent me a message saying my computer was missing. I heard nothing else the rest of the day. I emailed him this morning to ask for an update. He responded just now that they still haven’t found it and that he basically has not ETA for me to get my new computer now. Unbelievable.

No writing update today. And I am going to lunch with my co-worker so I won’t even be working on anything. Tomorrow I will have a flash fic up but I warn you, it is short. (and sweet).

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22 responses to “Me Being Random”

  1. Kris Avatar

    It’s adorably sweet. I love it ๐Ÿ˜€

    You know how I feel about the computer disaster.

    You always find the best music. I’d heard that song before, but not really listened. Now I’m all. ooooooh about it. (which I’m sure surprises you not at all) Music is an insanely good inspiration.

    You say you wish you didn’t write 50 million fics…I wish I had your ability to wrist multiple stories at a time. It would make parts of my life easier. I love your fics, so I’m glad every time a new inspiration hits you!

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      I don’t know what I would do without music, that’s for sure.
      Thanks ๐Ÿ™‚

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  2. jesco0307 Avatar

    I love that song.

    So they lost the computer they ordered for you? Incompetent IT ;). And I’m allowed to say that, I work in IT. Different stuff, but still.

    My boys have watched Spiderman (and took grandma with them, because number two isn’t old enough yet without adult supervision and I had so been hoping they wouldn’t and would go with me instead…). I got to watch Wonderwoman with hubby and my eldest instead a few weeks ago. And who would’ve thought, we all loved it. For different reasons probably, but who cares :). And then the four of us watched Transformers and nah, didn’t really like that one. I doubt we’ll watch another one.

    I want to watch The Dark Tower as well.

    Life just sucked for a while. I’ll try to be around again some more. ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Nice to see you again. It has indeed been a while

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  3. hellobluemeetsgreen Avatar

    I love that song, I have used it as inspiration for my writing at times. Jim comes to mind often for me with this song as well. I wish I had time to write more stories or balance them as well as you do. I wear too many hats at home/work to make the time I need.

    Sorry to hear about the IT department losing your computer for work.

    I did not like ‘I saw the Light” and I am huge Tom Hiddleston fan. I just could not get into the movie. I have met him on three occasions and given him two of my paintings of his likeness for charity. My favorite performances by Hiddleston other than Avengers and Thor are “War Horse” and “The Deep Blue Sea.”

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Mine was Crimson Peak

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      1. hellobluemeetsgreen Avatar

        I loved that one also but forgot to mention it. I have a Crimson Peak painting of Tom Hiddleston as Sir Thomas Sharpe I did last year, Speaking of paintings. I just finished my Captain America and posted a pic of it in my Weekly Snippets for the week,

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      2. ivansfanfiction Avatar
        ivansfanfiction

        Great job

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  4. eveningstar10 Avatar
    eveningstar10

    Good luck with the shared wall/leak, your missing computer, and romantic weekend. Life sure has a way of throwing curveballs! ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

    I know what you mean about music. So many songs I hear, seem to fit the Spirk theme. Although, sometimes I can’t figure out who the artist is or the name of the song, so it makes me crazy!

    โค

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    1. JJ Smith Avatar
      JJ Smith

      ((The TOS Kirk would know the name immediately! haha))

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      1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
        ivansfanfiction

        WA HA HA. Yeah because TOS Kirk knows EVERYTHING ever

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    2. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Yeah that computer thing is still annoying me, grrr

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  5. JJ Smith Avatar
    JJ Smith

    One person’s obsession is another person’s life-changing lifeline. Who can explain how a mere 3 months can change so much, give them a totally new friend they never even imagined existed, with whom they can laugh and cry and fight and misunderstand and make up and bitch and moan and groan about stuff (and each other! ha), laugh and cry more and read and read and share, not to mention give them such insight into people they never even knew they could/would care about.
    And not to doubly mention who had only known them like 4 weeks, and became the greatest champion of their life, standing up for them verbally, going through such a painful thing with them (rather than run for the hills, like anyone else would do), hating the ones who caused it – just because you are that kind of friend and person so quickly. I’ll never understand. I’m just going to appreciate it.
    I think you are under the skin of a lot of people in here and out there (in a good way). The bond is alive and well! (Till the next fight, anyway! haha – the day is still young.)
    I am deeply grateful for those 50 million spirk stories, though my computer seems to be about 49,999,880 stories short of that. I’ll keep an eye out for the rest of them. (Although, without that new friend, one’s reaction to WW would have been so very totally different. Sorry about that! Didn’t mean to use that language with you! haha ๐Ÿ˜‰ )
    You’re right, the song is perfect for Jim. I had never heard it.

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      I’ve heard it a lot. They play it a lot in Vegas, I think because the band hails from there. Anyway, when I got home from there I got the song and it was then that I started noticing the lyrics and I went well hell, that’s perfect

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    2. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      And thanks for your lovely words. I’ll hook you up on the missing fics someday LOL

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  6. yaoichan12 Avatar
    yaoichan12

    I love music and yes, some inspire me. There are so many songs that I can listen to and think of K/S and of other pairings I like.
    I need to download that song now ๐Ÿ˜Š I wish I could keep up with your writing abilities. I get overwhelmed with the few I have going
    Its been pretty decent temperature wise here. Hopefully it stays that way.
    I want to read that Winter story!!
    I hope you donโ€™t have any drywall damage! I also you are able to go to Morro Bay for your romantic getaway ^-^
    It surprises me so much that youโ€™ve seen Cars 3 and Despicable Me 3 LOL
    I need to see Despicable Me 3.
    Dark Tower looks so good. Canโ€™t wait for it to come out.
    How did your computer go missing?? I hope you get a new one soon

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Contrary to popular belief I have a full life with a job and everything so I do not do nothing but write on fan fiction. SMH. LOL.

      I will get to that story some day as soon as I have some breathing room, which most definitely is NOT now.

      Yeah M wasn’t too concerned. He didn’t even check it out after she came by. Doesn’t he know that’s his job?

      I really enjoyed Despicable Me 3. We go every Tuesday almost. Movies are like $5 and $6 on those days near us.

      I think someone actually absconded with the computers and they don’t want to admit it. I love the word “absconded” and yes I had a glass of wine at lunch today, what of it LOL

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      1. JJ Smith Avatar
        JJ Smith

        And yes – more proof the boss is on vaca this week, huh? haha

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      2. ivansfanfiction Avatar
        ivansfanfiction

        So damn true! LOL

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      3. yaoichan12 Avatar
        yaoichan12

        You are just the cutest, Ivan ๐Ÿ™‚
        I know very well that you do stuff other than work and write lovely fanfiction for us to enjoy.
        Absconded is a nice word and I hope you enjoyed that glass of wine ^-^

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  7. trekbedtimestories Avatar
    trekbedtimestories

    Sorry about Spirk?! Dude I think we all let out a collective *gasp*! What would we do without your prolific abilities????
    Also: I โค๏ธ You.

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      I have to admit it’s pretty quiet on there when I don’t post anything LOL
      Thanks sweets back at ya

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