
Another night of incredible passion, and then Spock had to say goodnight once more to Jim and go their separate ways to their own apartments. Well, Jim had.
After dinner they had returned to Spock’s apartment and headed straight for Spock’s bedroom. Jim was a very giving and gifted lover. Lying beside him after, Spock was spent in more ways than one, but Jim had risen up, got dressed and departed once more for his own place.
Spock wanted to stop him and ask him to stay. Tomorrow was Saturday and neither one of them would be required to go to work. But fear held him back and yes he could admit it.
Part of him feared he would do something that would make Jim realize he was not from modern Earth. A relatively simple thing like accidentally cutting himself with a knife while chopping onions could reveal his green blood.
Spock did not know yet if he wished to tell Jim where and when he was from. Jim was a scientist and would likely understand more than many other Humans, but that wasn’t a given. If Jim freaked out, that could well be a disaster for him there on Earth besides just being a disaster for their relationship.
Even if Spock told Jim and he accepted everything Spock revealed, Jim might not be into sleeping with an outer spaceman. Spock selfishly wanted to hold onto a physical relationship with Jim as long as he possibly could.
And if Jim believed him and still wanted to have sex, the plain facts of their eventual probable separation still existed. Spock didn’t want everything to end at all let alone prematurely.
He had feelings for Jim. Affectionate feelings and he was wise enough to know he had fallen in love and he was pretty sure Jim returned his feelings.
Which left everything else such a conundrum.
And so, when Jim got up and left Spock’s bed, and Jim told him not to get up, he could continue to lie there in bed, Spock did, and just listened to the sound of Jim leaving.
Contemplated what it would really be to leave Jim. And did not like that thought at all.
May 4, 2022 at 3:54 am
No of course you don’t like it. He’s meant for you! You’re meant for him! The question is, how can it possibly work? It seems improbable.
It’s like you can be space husbands.
Or earth husbands.
Unless you can…
Love this story!
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May 4, 2022 at 7:11 am
Thank you
Yeah there is no easy solution
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May 4, 2022 at 6:47 am
Second attempt at a comment. Sigh! When I tried to fix it recently, so that I didn’t have to login every single time I commented, it backfired on me. Now I have to type in my username and email under my comment. Then when I hit comment a wordpress pop-up shows up on my phone with my email on it and I have to use face ID for it to fill in my password for WordPress and every time I click it I click remember me. But it never remembers me enough to keep me logged in and to notify me of comments. This time I clicked remember me before I let the Face ID do the password and it sent me to a forgot password window and erased my comment. Yikes ! 🤦🏻♀️
Spock is in quite a Dilemma here. He’s damned if he does and damned if he doesn’t. And he doesn’t know which course of action will lead him to the best outcome. It’s time for you Ivan to do your magic and resolve this problem for them. 🪄 (that’s a magic wand). Hoping for a good outcome! ❤️💚😘🖖
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May 4, 2022 at 7:13 am
Yeah whatever you did screwed up me getting notifications of YOUR comments too. Only yours. So you did a wallop whatever it was lol
I hope for a good outcome too
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May 4, 2022 at 7:45 am
Yeah, I don’t like it one bit either Spock!
And I double don’t like the real life mess happening with eveningstar10’s wordpress thingamagig. That’s soooooooooooo not fair. It’s just a simple site like any other. Log in, comment, stay logged in, blah blah. I’m so sorry! ES10
And I’m so sorry, Jim and spock.
BUT NICE PIC!!!
These men and their eyebrows.
I never had a chance.
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May 4, 2022 at 7:57 am
Yeah I have no idea where it’s from but I wanted a pic of ZQ in bed so I found it lol
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May 6, 2022 at 4:17 pm
First of all, love that picture.
Second of all, he needs Jim to stay in bed with him forever and ever
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May 6, 2022 at 4:43 pm
Yes it’s a great picture!
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