I was as vague as I could be here so as not to be too explicit on HERE, but it’s still Definitely NSFW
The Moment has arrived though for Totally Modern Jim

The best thing to do was to steer Jim to Spock’s bedroom where there were no windows to let in light and Spock only had a small lamp on a side table. That would likely mean Jim couldn’t see any color differences.
He opened his eyes and straightened from the wall. He turned off the burner for the water to boil the pasta and made sure everything else was off for now. They could eat later. They would need their strength.
Spock was alerted the moment Jim approached his door again. He did not hear the Human, but he was very much aware of everything concerning Jim, and he didn’t stop to analyze why.
Jim tapped lightly on Spock’s door, but then came in. He grinned at Spock as he held up a strip of foil condom packages and a bottle of lubricant.
Spock found his own lips curving in response. He held out his hand for Jim to take it and was pleased when Jim’s warm hand fit perfectly into his. He led him toward his bedroom, taking the condoms from him as he did so.
Jim moved to switch on the lamp, but Spock stopped him, a hand on Jim’s wrist.
“No lights.” He tried not to make it sound harsh or panicked. He heard Jim’s huff of breath and realized he had managed it.
“Okay, sure. I know some people have hang ups. I just know how beautiful naked you have to be.”
Spock pulled him close and slipped Jim’s short off. “Some other time.”
“Okay.”
They returned to kissing then as they helped each other out of their clothes, then fell onto Spock’s bed, mouths fuses, limbs entangled. Jim felt soft and hard everywhere, somehow, no matter how illogical that was.
Spock had never been so aroused, so desperate to be inside someone before.
Jim reached to put a condom on Spock. “Wow, you’re really leaking a lot of stuff.”
“I-I apologize,” Spock said, shyly.
“Oh, babe, I’m not complaining, I’m marveling.” Jim kissed him again, so hard, and passionately Spock nearly came from it.
Condom in place, Jim positioned himself on the bed beneath Spock, handing the lubricant to apply, which he did.
When they were finally joined, Spock didn’t think he’d ever felt anything like it, ever felt so connected with anyone. He knew his heart hammered in his side, and when Jim’s hands caressed him everywhere, a part of him feared Jim would notice the pulsing of his side, and be repulsed by the alien making love to him.
But that never happened. It was glorious in every way. Jim begging him breathlessly, Spock driving in, again and again, their heavy breathing, messy kisses. It was all so shockingly perfect.
Later, Spock collapsed on Jim and the Human’s arms wrapped tight around him, holding him there, though Spock imagined he was really quite heavy.
He did not know what to say in the aftermath of such a life changing event. How he could ever have anyone else after having Jim.
“You all right, Spock?” Jim whispered, his mouth close to Spock’s ear, making him shiver.
“Yes,” Spock replied, turning his head so he could kiss Jim once more. “Yes.”
April 26, 2022 at 5:18 am
Oh the connection between them! So so good. You walked the line nicely. But oh I felt Spock’s worry too.
But I have a good feeling about them! 😉
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April 26, 2022 at 7:04 am
thanks yeah it’s kinda hard on wordpress to write that kind of scene but I did what I could 🙂
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April 26, 2022 at 6:16 am
T’hy’la. Such t’hy’la. ❤
This was so good. I love these two and can't wait to see where this goes.
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April 26, 2022 at 7:05 am
thank you so much
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April 26, 2022 at 6:53 am
Wow! Just wow! Spock certainly got this right, “ he did not know what to say in the aftermath of such a life changing event. How he could ever have anyone else after having Jim.“
💕
Spock is still trying to keep his secret, but it can’t be kept indefinitely. Oh by the way Jim, I’m an alien from a planet called Vulcan… circling, points to the sky, 40 Eridani. Lol!!
Looking forward to reading more of this story!!
❤️💚😘🖖
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April 26, 2022 at 7:05 am
Yeah Spock certainly doesn’t know how to explain things
He’ll likely flub it but we will see! lol
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April 26, 2022 at 7:56 am
You can “flesh this out” so to speak, when you’re finished and put it on ao3, right?
Wow. All the above.
Not complaining but marveling. I love that.
Life changing for Spock?
Honey, talk about life-changing?
Life-changing is finding out you’re in love with a space alien, and you have a sacred, unique, once-in-a-century type bond with him.
Talk about entanglements!
Yay! It’s only Tuesday! 3 more this week! woohoo!
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April 26, 2022 at 8:37 am
I do intend to put it on AO3 but admittedly I am more lazy about sex scenes these days as I have written SO MANY. I might flesh it out though, so we will see.
Fun fact, this story is about up to 10,000 words now. I haven’t gotten to the point where I can conclude it any time soon, so yep it’s going to be featured in May too. It should be finished by then, crossing all fingers and toes! LOL
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April 26, 2022 at 9:01 am
I’m excited for everyone to read it there! I mean, I wish they’d come here, but maybe they just don’t want to subscribe to wordpress or something. I don’t know why there aren’t zillions of readers following you here too. Of course, it could be they just read but don’t “like” or comment. I mean, I didn’t even NOTICE the “like” button here for…what, 4 years?
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April 26, 2022 at 10:20 am
I do have followers on here that read and don’t comment, just like on AO3 and that’s fine.
I do find that my experience with something that is so clearly an AU like this one that they just aren’t that popular on AO3. Bitter Frost comes to mind. I mean I will post this there but I don’t anticipate a lot of love for it there when I do. 🙂
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April 26, 2022 at 9:04 am
Yeah, 1+1 = 2 only leaves X number of options. And you’ve done them all for a decade. I hear ya. And yet, we keep enjoying reading them
Even some married couples just quit that stuff after a few years.
Humans are funny and weird. And logical and normal and out of the box and whatever.
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April 26, 2022 at 10:21 am
Yeah I mean it gets a bit repetitive. I am not saying I WON’T expand this scene but we will see lol
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