In the cave when Prime told Jim that emotional transference is an
effect of the meld.
Everyone talks about the emotional transference JIM received.
How about the emotional transference PRIME received from Jim?
On Delta Vega
Jim turned away from the old Vulcan who claimed to be Spock, panting heavily. Tears blinded his vision. His heart hurt.
He vaguely heard the old Vulcan say something about “emotional transference”.
“Then you do feel?” Jim asked, not even sure why. He had never fallen into that ridiculous idea that Vulcans had no emotions.
“Yes,” Spock said.
There was something about his voice that had Jim turning. The old man had a hand resting on the wall of the ice cave. His eyes were half-closed, and he looked uncomfortable.
Jim hurried over, taking hold of his thin arms. “Are you all right? What’s wrong?”
He helped the old Vulcan over to sit on a smooth rock that appeared to resemble a chair almost. This place, this planet, was so cold. It seemed particularly cruel to strand Spock here. But then, Jim himself had been stranded here by Spock.
Jim crouched down beside him. “What is it?”
“Emotional transference works both ways I am afraid.”
Jim frowned. “Meaning?”
“I saw things…Jim.” Spock shook his head. “Your young life.”
“Oh.” Jim lowered his gaze and nodded. “Right. I didn’t mean for you to see all that.”
“I am aware, and I apologize. Knowing Jim, I would not have wanted you to experience what you have.”
“Life is life, I guess. We all have to make of it what we can.”
“That is true.” Spock reached out and took Jim’s hands in his, which was a surprise to Jim. He had never been shown kindness like this from a stranger, really, let alone someone claiming to be Spock, who’d angrily and coldly sent him here.
“Where you come from? Did I know my father?”
“He proudly lived to see you become Captain of the Enterprise.”
Jim took this in. “Going back in time, you changed all of our lives.”
“Yes,” Spock agreed. “And in some cases, yours, not for the better, I see.”
Spock still held onto Jim’s hands. Firmly and yet gently. Jim’s gaze rose and he stared into those brown eyes. There was something there…
“Spock, was your-your relationship. Just what was it with the me where you’re from?”
“You received emotional transference, Jim, what do you think?”
Spock squeezed Jim’s hands then and then released them. “Do not think too hard on it for now, Jim. At some point, I believe it will become relevant. Right now there is an outpost some distance away that you and I must head for. We must get you safely back to the Enterprise so that you can become Captain, as you belong.”
Jim helped Spock up and shook his head, smiling slightly. “What did you see? From me? What emotional transference did you get?”
Spock hesitated. “I saw Frank, Tarsus, your mother, Sam, your feelings that you will never measure up to your father, to expectations, that you will never be loved. And all the emotions that surround those memories, those feelings.”
Jim sucked in a breath. “Wow. That kind of sucks. You-you got all that in a few seconds?”
“Our minds are extremely attuned.”
“They are?” Jim asked doubtfully.
“Yes. Come, Jim. There is no time to waste.”