Again, yes.
I’m all over the place today. I feel bad. My head hurts. I’m emotionally drained.
And yet I still must deal with rude, mean people. Somebody posted on For the First Time in My Life I was Happy on like Chapter Fucking Five that she thought she was supposed to be reading a Spirk story not a story with Spock and his fake relationship. And that’s what tags are for. Now fucking, seriously? Why in the world do people have to be so damn rude? It IS a Spirk story. I just don’t get it. Am I insane or are they?
You don’t have to read my work. You don’t have to like me. You don’t have to trust me. You don’t have to give a damn. I get it.
But I am weary of it.
So anyway, today I am just watching stupid stuff. The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown. Halloween. Now I am about to watch The Fog.
I have been crying and depressed all day and that was just the straw.
So if I am short with you. Or mean. Or ignoring you. Or whatever…this is why. Because damn it’s hard right now. The news is depressing. And now I can’t even escape with my writing.
And yes I am ranting. And yes you can say “Fuck You” to me if that makes you happy.
But I am weary of it.
Spirk (with a small dose of Pinto) 
October 7, 2017 at 4:35 pm
You are definitely not insane. Its them. Some of them just suck and can keep to ‘if you can’t say something nice don’t say anything at all’
I’d be weary too
I’m so sorry you’re drained. Rant as much as you want. Its your blog 🙂
Big, big hugs! from me and Sadie. Well, Sadie doesn’t hug. She’ll mostly likely steal your food ^-^
Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown is a fun movie. Never seen the fog. Is that a horror one?
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October 7, 2017 at 4:41 pm
Well why in the world would you decide it’s not a Spirk story because Leila is trying to be with Spock? I just don’t get it. People are literally beyond my comprehension.
The Fog is most definitely a horror movie. It’s by John Carpenter who pretty much did nothing but horror. You would not like it LOL
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October 7, 2017 at 4:47 pm
I guess they don’t like any obstacles in regards to Spirk maybe. who knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ They still should keep their comments to themselves. If you don’t like a story just click the exit button and move on to something else.
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October 7, 2017 at 4:52 pm
Yep and I don’t care what she says from now on if she ever comments again on my story I will delete her. I only wish AO3 offered blocking.
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October 7, 2017 at 4:46 pm
Hugs and total understanding. I know how it is. And I’ll never understand people.
I don’t know why they have to say the things they do or be the way they are. No call for it.
And they are the ones who are in the wrong.
You write so well. Your stories are amazing. I hope you can find the escapism in then once again.
Enjoy your movie fest!
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October 7, 2017 at 4:51 pm
Clearly I should have stayed in bed today
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October 7, 2017 at 5:46 pm
Sorry. Hope you feel better soon.
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October 7, 2017 at 6:06 pm
thank you i am sure I will
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October 7, 2017 at 6:19 pm
BB I love you
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October 8, 2017 at 10:51 am
thank you ❤
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October 7, 2017 at 7:03 pm
Oh my friend, (( hugs )) to you!! <3. I'm sorry you are having such a bad day and a nincompoop (sic?) made stupid comments. I guess they never heard of plot twists and character development!??
Your stories bring such joy to me and to all of your fans! You have a gift for story telling and a fertile imagination that can create such an amazing variety of incredible stories! Don't let a negative, hateful person tear you down. Some people are not happy till they are knocking someone down for any reason! They are just trolls and bullies! Bullies were always a big problem, but with the social media/ computer age, people feel they can say anything they want. Things they would never ever say in person! If they don't like something they can go back to their lair and find something else to please their tiny hearts! Some people are just jerks!
In my life, I've had work acquaintances make pro- tRump comments on my posts celebrating equality and freedom on MY Facebook page. I won't descend to their level! At most, I'll point out their inaccuracy. But generally, I just delete their stupid comment and then change my settings and make them restricted so they can't see most my posts. Sorry that ao3 doesn't have that feature! Maybe some day they will update and "make it so"!
Please, please know that you and your creations are loved!
❤ ❤ Enjoy your movies! Charlie Brown, I enjoy, horror, definitely NO. But enjoy your evening.
Recharge and be at peace in your heart!
❤
Forgive any typos. I worked last night, been awake all day (24 hours now!) and I still have crap to do. ((Hugs to you!))
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October 8, 2017 at 10:52 am
Get some rest! I’m feeling a little better today
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October 7, 2017 at 9:55 pm
I’ve been talking to my friends about how people just have to be mean to others by interfering into things that absolutely do not affect them in any way. If you don’t like a fanfic, just fucking leave. The authors don’t charge you a single dime for it, yet they have to be an asshole about it.
Don’t worry, because there are tons of readers who love your stories, okay? Just delete that comment and forget about it, it’s not worth your time
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October 8, 2017 at 10:53 am
Yeah it makes little sense to me either, and especially with that story. I guess some people just don’t know what a plot is!
thank you!
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October 10, 2017 at 5:14 pm
Hugs to you for dealing with that difficult reader. I believe people who are bullies or say terrible things to others really in truth feel bad about themselves and have low self esteem.
I do not have the constitution for really scary gore films but I have always loved John Carpenter’s works. Christine was one of my favorites to watch and the Fog as well.
Hope you were able to recharge over the weekend.
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