
“You’re not going in there, Jim!”
“The hell I’m not,” Jim insisted to Bones, who had grabbed onto him to prevent him from going into the farmhouse after the Klingon.
“I’m your doctor and I forbid it. Now I know Spock did his mumbo jumbo to your head and now you mostly remember, but you were injected with a drug that wasn’t meant for you and you had a bad reaction. I need to thoroughly examine you back on the ship before I clear you for regular duty!”
“This is hardly normal circumstances and I need to…where’s Spock?” Jim looked around the immediate area and sure enough his husband and first office was nowhere to be seen.
But before he could panic too much, the Vulcan appeared carrying the other now unconscious Klingon.
Jim turned to Bones, giving him the stink-eye. “You deliberately distracted me while Spock went in there, didn’t you?”
“You bet I did. I meant every word too.”
“This isn’t over.”
Bones snorted. “Seems over to me. Now let’s get the other one and get back to our time. And our mess. Let’s leave theirs to them.”
Jim looked back at the farmhouse. The pumpkins and the scarecrows. A much earlier version of the same house he had grown up in.
He suddenly felt such sorrow it nearly brought him to his knees. This had been a happy place once.
“Jim?” Spock spoke softly.
“Yeah, I’m coming.”
****
“This is the place?”
“So it would seem.”
Jim eyed Spock. “How do we do that with twiddle dee and dum here? Do we have to go through all five us at once? How is that going to work?”
“I am fairly certain I can carry them through with me, you two just need to keep up.” Spock sounded amused. Jim was anything but.
“Ha ha.”
“Can we speed this up?” Bones asked. “I’m getting nervous. I don’t want this thing to close on us so we can’t go back.”
“Okay, okay. You’re such a weenie,” Jim teased.
“Just call me Doctor…you know what? Never mind. You totally would.”
“Ready?” Spock asked.
“Wait! I can’t leave.”
Bones and Spock gaped at him.
“Not until I find out who shot JR.”
“It was Kristin,” Spock said calmly.
“Kristin? Are you sure?”
“Who’s Kristin?” Bones asked. “Who the hell is JR?”
“Yes, Kristin. Let’s go, Captain.”
“I can’t believe it. I mean I guess it makes some sort of sense,” Jim said, then he said, “Go!”
A moment later they ran back out of the Guardian of Forever.
But there were only three of them. Spock, Bones and Jim.
“Damn! The Klingons!”
“Fear Not,” the booming mechanical voice of the Guardian spoke. “The Klingons have been returned to their Bird of Prey in their sector. They will have no memory of their time in Earth Nineteen Eighty.”
“Are you sure?” Jim asked.
“Yes, Captain Kirk. When you return to your ship, you too will have no memory from your time there. We will see to that.”
“And did I change history? Did they? My ancestor…James Kirk…”
“He is once more alive in Riverside at the farmhouse in 1980.”
That made Jim happy.
“Thanks. Is he okay?”
“He is in good health and has no recollection of any adverse events.”
“You mean of being dead?” Jim asked, dryly. “Did they do that?”
“Your appearance necessitated his temporary removal. Had you remained, he would have ceased to exist as he was known.” There was a long pause. “As would many others. You are responsible for the lives of millions having been saved, Captain Kirk. Do not take that lightly.”
“I don’t.”
“Goodbye.”
And the Guadian went dark.
Still Jim lingered and after a moment he realized he and Spock were alone. Bones had gone off to the beam up point.
“Jim?”
“I’m just…in a lot of ways, I really liked living in 1980. I liked the house. Decorating for fall. The simplicity. Free of all the complications in my real life. It was…good for a while.”
Spock shook his head and drew Jim into his arms. “I am not certain you would adapt to such a life long term. You are not a sedentary sort who can spend his nights on the couch watching television.”
“But see, Spock, that’s exactly what I did. And I don’t know, for the time I was there, I really wasn’t bored.”
“It was an escape from reality that perhaps you required.” Spock tilted his head. “And Becky?”
Jim smiled. “She was a nice lady but to be honest I don’t even remember that much about her or the time I spent with her. She…never felt right. Not for me.”
“And?”
Jim kissed him. “You’re the only one who’s ever felt right.”
“I am gratified.”
For a long time they just held each other.
“There is no where I would not go to retrieve thee,” Spock said softly in Vulcan.
“I know.” Jim briefly touched their foreheads together.
“Shall we?”
“Mm. Still it would have been nice to remember all that happened there. It’s already fading though.”
“Indeed.”
They started walking away from the Guardian.
“I don’t think she’s right for him either.”
“Becky?”
“Uh-huh. She wants him to move to Colorado. I don’t think he should.”
Spock made a humming sound. Jim looked at him.
“You know something?”
“You are quite correct. He does not go to Colorado with Becky.”
“I knew it! That’s great.”
Spock shook his head, took Jim’s hand, and led him to where Bones stood waiting. Spock handed Jim his communicator.
“Kirk to Enterprise. Energize.”
November 3, 2023 at 6:29 am
It was Kristin! Ha!
Oh I love it. Everything about it.
This story was great. Spooky and twisty and so full of love as the end. Well done!
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November 3, 2023 at 6:56 am
Thank you thank you *takes a bow*
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November 3, 2023 at 11:07 am
Great ending! I’m glad that the Klingons were returned with no memory of their time in the past or of the Guardian!!
I’m also glad that the past James will be returned as though nothing happened. He didn’t belong with Becky and definitely didn’t belong in Colorado! He is gyms and sister after all!
Spock’s love is so evident in this story!
The ending feels a bit bittersweet though. Jim missing the simplicity of his life there. 🥺. Or maybe that’s just my emotions right now. I just feel very down and discouraged. Your stories help lift me up. Thank you very much for that! ❤️💚😘🖖
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November 3, 2023 at 11:17 am
Not sure what “gyms and sister” meant but thank you for the rest
I meant it to be just a tad bittersweet that Jim kind of missed the simplicity of life in the 80s. Maybe because I do. Anyway, yes, but Jim will be happy back with Spock on the Enterprise
Hang in there, I know how easy it is to be discouraged
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November 3, 2023 at 3:43 pm
Yes, it was supposed to be Jim’s ancestor.
Weird my phone just wrote Jim’s ancestor here in this comment and then right before my eyes, then it changed it to gyms and sister…. Again! I’m not sure why auto correct goes back and then second guesses and changes words after it’s typed it correctly to begin with.
I guess I deafly need to proofread everything! But I’m glad you understood! ❤
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November 3, 2023 at 12:16 pm
oh wait! I think you meant Jim’s ancestor LOL
Autocorrect got ya
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November 3, 2023 at 11:58 am
Quadrillions.
Over the millennia on 6 (or however many it was) other Federation planets, it would be quadrillions of lives Jim saved. And if you include animals and insects…etc…we probably don’t have a name for that high of a number.
This was so totally darling. And who COULD go without knowing who shot JR? I’ll never forget Linda Gray’s voice as she said, “It was YOU, KRISTIN!” Her own sister. Affairing with her husband.
Both Kristin and JR deserved shot many times over, for many different reasons.
Yet it was the alcohol that got him.
And of course, Spock ALWAYS knew more about Earth history than the actually Earthians did. That eidetic memory of his. And huge brain to keep all that data in.
I digress.
I LOVE this fic. There’s nothing like it anywhere. What a fun ride it has been. What a way to work that out with the Klingons and past Jim Kirk’s death. Wow – that was BRILLIANT Ivan!!! ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT! You never cease to amaze me. Even after the hundreds you’ve written in over a decade.
And I’m giddy beside myself to see what’s coming up for the rest of November and CHRISTMAS IN…DECEMBER!
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November 3, 2023 at 12:00 pm
(Oh, and of course Jim being drawn to simplicity like that is reminiscent of TOS Jim in The Paradise Syndrome.)
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November 3, 2023 at 12:20 pm
Exactly
I think when you live such a brilliant complicated life as a leader among leaders as Kirk did, you can’t help but once in a while wish it were all just simple and easy
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November 3, 2023 at 12:19 pm
Yep I remember being riveted to my TV set to learn who shot JR. Those were the days!
I couldn’t help but have Spock be the one to tell Jim it was Kristin! HA
Indeed I am working on something for next week in November already so we shall see. And I am greatly looking forward to December!
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November 3, 2023 at 12:34 pm
OH – and unless I misremember, that was the VERY FIRST OFFICIAL NIGHTTIME SERIES CLIFFIE! We had to wait ALL SUMMER to find out if he even LIVED, much less who shot him. It was the pre-fall advertisements when CBS started REALLY hyping up the “Who Shot JR” question.
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November 3, 2023 at 1:24 pm
Yes! You are correct!
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November 3, 2023 at 1:28 pm
Oh – and the special reports about it – even the actors didn’t find out till they started filming for fall who did it? They filmed a scene with each major actor shooting him. Miss Ellie, Jock, Sue Ellen, etc. They even shot one scene of JR holding a gun shooting at himself – not suicide, but murder. And Larry made the cutest face and shrug at the camera after shooting!
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