The first throwback Thursday is Maybe Probably, begun in February 2019 and concluded in April 2019
I’ll put just a few sentences here and you can read the rest via the link above

Jim stepped into his quarters and stood there in the middle of the main room for a moment, uncertain how to feel or what to do.
His gaze raked over the space. Would it have to change? Did he have to get a bigger bed? Make room for someone else’s stuff?
Or would…would Spock even want that? Would he just want to keep everything the same? Him in his quarters and Jim in his. As though nothing at all had changed.
Jim had just been released from the medbay after being there for two days. Bones had said he could have forty-eight more hours. Spock too. Under the circumstances they were docked at Yorktown, because that space station had been closest to the ship’s location when they’d been rescued.
And Bones had…well, he’d had to contact Starfleet.
The thing was…this was the fault of the mission. Spock hadn’t wanted this. Jim didn’t even know if he’d wanted it. Sure, he wanted…something with Spock, but, um, well, he hadn’t really had all this in mind.
They’d been stranded. The planet had been strange. Stranger than any Jim had yet encountered and something, somehow, made Spock go into his time. And that time had been irrevocably with Jim.
Three solid days of sexual claiming. And during that time, their minds had connected, bonded.
When they’d finally been rescued they’d been wrapped up together, still naked, both of them. A tangle of limbs. Spock had been, at first, reluctant to release Jim to the crew, but then reason returned, he recognized Bones and Uhura and the others, and he let go.
Jim had not seen him in person since, but, oh, yes, he felt him. Their minds were interlocked. He got Spock’s thoughts sometimes even and he was sure Spock got his. And he felt the Vulcan’s emotions too. Confusion, irritation, anger. Jim didn’t personally feel the second two emotions, but yes, he felt the first. And sorrow and fear. Because he was both sad and afraid that this was the last thing Spock would have wanted.
Bones had healed Jim all over. Jim was fine mostly. Nothing more than some scrapes and bruises and soreness. And some of that was from being stranded there and had nothing to do with Pon Farr.
Thinking the words made his quarters hot and heavy somehow. Oppressive. He tugged at his T-shirt. He hadn’t bothered with his uniform just yet as there was no need. Bones himself had fetched these clothes for him as he’d worn a medbay gown while he’d been there.
“Bridge to Captain Kirk.”
January 7, 2021 at 8:54 am
Yay, Throwback Thursday ❤️
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January 7, 2021 at 10:55 am
❤
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January 7, 2021 at 10:04 am
Oh my god I missed this the first time round – LOVE IT
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January 7, 2021 at 10:55 am
that’s the beauty of throwbacks, you can discover new things ❤
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January 7, 2021 at 10:59 am
I love getting throw back peeks to fictions, I love rereading stories, especially when they are recommended and they are complete. So I can read it straight through, depending on what my day is like. The angst in this is pretty high. Seeing Jim’s doubts after saving Spock in his Pon Farr is heartbreaking! Definitely want to reread this one.
❤️💚🖖😘
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January 7, 2021 at 11:51 am
It starts off very angsty but by the final chapter it’s a work of masterpiece if I do say so myself, LOL
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January 7, 2021 at 11:36 am
“T’Sa. She mentioned that I would…that I should curtail my humanness, I guess. In order to fit in.
You wouldn’t want me otherwise.”
Dammit – you made me cry with that line. I don’t know why. It just did.
I remember how worried I was about the priestess the first time I read this when it was WIP. I’m so glad I knew this time she was unsuccessful in controlling everything.
I love this. Again.
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January 7, 2021 at 11:50 am
It’s actually one of my favorites. I think the last chapter is definitely high on the list of my best endings for fics over the years. I re-read that chapter and thought. wow, what a great job. A rare thing for me to think! Yeah was T’Sa was definitely one of my finer examples of evil villainess Vulcans. She had her nerve that is for sure. Poor Jim. ❤
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January 7, 2021 at 3:13 pm
Oh this story. Definitely gonna do a reread. Bc you get me in the feels!!
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January 7, 2021 at 3:55 pm
❤
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January 7, 2021 at 3:45 pm
A little angsty to start out here. And then T’Sa on top of it. I have to admire her portrayal though, I mean, it’s “just” some written words, but I felt very much offended on Jim’s behalf being an emotional human myself. And then they’re both trying to do right by the other…I was betting with myself which of them would get it together and ask. I loved your Winona and (surprisingly enough) Uhura. And the ending was just perfect.
Brilliant!
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January 7, 2021 at 3:55 pm
thank you thank you
Sometimes I make Uhura okay lol
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