Hello folks. Look for new chapters for this fic on Wednesdays, until it’s conclusion. This is what I would have liked to happen in Star Trek 2009. Please note this was going to be a flash. And now? Nope
Jim’s heart pounded as he ran to the docking bay where the ships waited. He ran ahead of Bones, straight to where the commander with the list stood. The guy glanced at Jim.
“Cadet Kirk. The Farragut.”
He frowned. “What? There must be some mistake. I should be on the Ent—”
“Nope. No mistake, Kirk. The Farragut. Next—”
Jaw tightening, Jim rushed over to where he saw Spock standing. “Commander—”
He looked around, aware of the crowd of officers and cadets running around them, and lowered his voice. “Spock. Why am I on the Farragut?”
Spock straightened. “I thought, given our personal relationship, it would be best to—”
“But.” Jim took a deep breath. “I want to be on the Enterprise with you. Vulcan’s in trouble. I want to be where you are. I could help. Please.”
“I do not wish to worry about you.”
“You won’t have to. Spock, this is what we all train for. I’m good.”
Spock looked down at his PADD and pressed a few buttons. “Very well, Cadet. You are on the Enterprise.”
He tried to get Spock to look at him, but he wouldn’t. “It’s going to be okay, Spock.”
“Just…be safe. That is how you can best help me right now.”
Jim nodded as Spock hurried off in another direction.
Bones walked up to Jim. “You on the Enterprise now?”
“Yeah. He’s freaked out.”
“Can you blame him, kid? That distress signal.” Bones grabbed his arm. “Come on, kid. Let’s move.”
It seemed like weeks, years maybe, but Jim knew, in reality, it was just days and only a few of those. He was back on Earth, feeling every bruise, every strained muscle, every punch to a part of his body. He still felt the Romulan’s fingers tightening around his throat, leaving new bruises over the ones left by Spock. But none of it was close to what Spock felt. Jim knew.
He first checked on Spock’s parents. They were as well in their temporary lodgings on Earth as they could be under the circumstances. Both exhausted and grieving. In unimaginable pain. Amanda had cried when she’d seen all the damage done to Jim, had begged him to be treated, but he had deflected as he always did. Reminding her that what she’d just been through, her and Sarek, was far worse than a few bumps and bruises to him.
They’d almost lost Spock’s mom, Jim almost had, but he’d been able to grab hold of her at the last moment before she fell to her death. At least Spock had been spared that.
But his planet and all those Vulcans and other species on the planet—
Jim had approached Spock from behind, while he stood at a window at HQ, overlooking the San Francisco Bay. He’d been directed by others to find Spock there. Since returning to San Francisco, Jim had not seen Spock. He was surprised to see Spock still wore his Starfleet uniform, though it was splattered with all kinds of fluids and debris. It was beyond washing, Jim thought, but did not say so. The fact that Spock still wore it, had not cleaned up, was telling, as Spock was meticulous normally. Someone should be taking care of Spock, seeing to all that, but Jim wasn’t even sure if he was the one to be doing that now. He wanted to offer, but…it was still a little raw to get away from the naked murderous fury he’d seen in Spock’s eyes not that long ago as he clearly intended to kill Jim.
Spock stiffened visibly when Jim spoke. “I am not appropriate company at present, Jim.”
He swallowed the lump in his throat that didn’t seem to want to go away. And it hurt to swallow. It did, but Jim wasn’t going to do anything about it. “Okay. I’ll…I’ll go away in a second. I just…your parents are all right. I have them settled in Starfleet housing for now. Your mom’s resting and your dad is meditating.”
When Spock did not respond, Jim went to turn away, but then stopped.
“Is there…what can I do?” Jim took a step closer, close enough to touch Spock, but not doing so. He’d learned earlier on the ship touching Spock when he was like this was not wise.
“You have already done it. I appreciate that you saw my parents settled. And the…elders.”
But not the one Jim had seen get crushed in the cave when they’d gone to rescue them. Spock’s mom had told Jim that he’d been a teacher of Spock’s that Spock had admired. So many gone, so many taken by Nero. His own loss, that of his father, seemed small compared to everything else. There were worse things than growing up without a father. Jim had learned that all too well.
“You-you’re welcome.” He turned away.
“You have received medical attention for your significant injuries?”
He hadn’t. Bones had bugged him, but Jim had put him off. And now Jim needed to shower, dress, and get to the ceremony where they planned to give him a medal for all this. For what, anyway? Not being able to save Vulcan. But Earth, yeah, they still stood on Earth.
“Yeah,” he lied. Because he didn’t feel like saying he hadn’t seen anyone and in the end, in Spock’s current state, he doubted Spock cared as much as he was supposed to, and for some reason, Jim felt like Spock had asked because it was what you were supposed to do for your significant other. If they still were. Which, well, Jim wasn’t even sure about that.
Pike had told him that Spock was offering his resignation. He intended to help establish a colony to rebuild the Vulcan race and anyway, what could Jim say about that? Spock hadn’t even asked him what he’d thought or even mentioned it. He’d heard it from Pike.
Spock didn’t say anything else so he left him standing looking out at the bay and left to get ready for the ceremony.
On the way to it, cleaned up and once more dressed in his cadet reds, he heard his name called.
He stopped and turned, just barely catching his mother as she flew into his arms.
And she felt good, holding him this close, and he realized, that after everything, all that he’d been through just now, no one had offered him a hug, not one single person. He hugged her close, tears stinging his eyes.
“Hi Mom.” He choked on the word because he’d been about to become little again and call her Mommy, which for his age would have just been ridiculous. She didn’t seem to notice his little flub and instead held him tighter, he guessed, giving him time to get himself together.
She pulled back after about five minutes, and honestly he wished she hadn’t, but he understood they couldn’t be hugging all day, and she put her hand on his face. “You look terrible. What have they done to you?”
He shook his head. “I’m okay.”
“You saw a doctor?”
Technically, he’d seen Bones a few times after, not for treatment, but still it couldn’t exactly be considered a lie to say, “Yeah. I’m fine. Just bruised and battered. But alive.”
She smiled through tears. “Yes. No thanks to these idiots. What are they doing taking a bunch of cadets out there to fight a megalomaniac like Nero?”
“I know.” She sighed. “You saved the Earth. I read the report. It’s just…if he’d have cost me my son in addition to…never mind.” She kissed his cheek. “I’m glad you’re okay. I got here as soon as I heard. Spock’s not with you?”
“No. He’s-he’s having a difficult time.”
“Oh. Of course he is. I’m sorry. I wasn’t thinking. How are Amanda and Sarek?”
“As well as they can be. I have them in lodging provided by the Federation.”
She nodded. “I’ll go check on them later, after the medal ceremony.”
“They shouldn’t…this is all too much, you know?”
“Sometimes after such horrible tragedy, we tend to want something to celebrate, honey. And I’m afraid you’re caught up in that.” She touched his cheek once more and stepped back. “And you are a hero, whether you want to be or want to admit it. We need heroes, Jim.”
“Okay,” he agreed, then linked his arm with hers, taking her with him to where the arena was, where the ceremony was being held.