Sometimes I ask for death. Not in front of Spock. That would be too much. Too cruel. But to myself. I didn’t think I would have to face this.
And now I am.
Would it have been better to be lost during a mission saving others as the other Kirk was? I sometimes think…
“Jim?”
Judging by the edge of panic I detected in Spock’s voice he was concerned again. I must have spaced out.
Space.
I missed it.
I smiled, didn’t know if it was forced. No longer cared really. I squeezed his hand. “Right here, Spock.”
July 13, 2018 at 6:31 am
Oh lord. Honey. You be killing me with the real ness and amazing ness of this. So so good.
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July 13, 2018 at 9:22 am
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July 13, 2018 at 7:04 am
Yes, killing me too but its soo good. This story, these two 🙂 love them so much
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July 13, 2018 at 9:23 am
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