Random Self-Loathing

I sometimes wonder how long it would take before anyone would notice if I didn’t post anything for days and days on AO3. I honestly think it would take most people a long time. And then they wouldn’t care.

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8 responses to “Random Self-Loathing”

  1. Jamie Avatar
    Jamie

    Big hugs!!
    I would notice right away. As AO3 doesn’t notify me of stuff in a timely matter I’m always checking your page several times a day to make sure I don’t miss an update. I’m sorry your experiencing some self-loathing. Love you and your stories!
    Do you need a Captain Cup Kirk? Spock tart? 🙂

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Thanks sweetie

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  2. Kris Avatar

    Hugs.So many big hugs.
    I know this feeling and I’m sorry you’re feeling it now.
    I know your absence would be noticed.

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      I am awash in self-pity lol
      And I have gotta work tomorrow so…meh

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      1. Kris Avatar

        Oh yeah. Back to work is double no fun.
        Hugs!!

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  3. Trekbedtimestories Avatar
    Trekbedtimestories

    I don’t think it would be because they don’t notice. Quite the opposite is true. Rather I would assume that no one wants to badger you (or any other author). I’m sorry you are feeling bad.

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Thanks. I think I am just feeling like CP. No matter how good I am, I always get overlooked. Self-pity haunts me.

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  4. hellobluemeetsgreen Avatar

    Been feeling like this week. If you were absent many of us would notice. I know I would.

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