Saving…

Christmas may be over but the flashes just keep coming…until the end of the month that is!

Jim was surprised when Uhura approached him on the observation deck. Generally when he came here to ruminate, no one dared to disturb him by some unwritten code.

ā€œWhat are you doing here?ā€

Jim glanced at her, surprised she had asked him the question he’d been about to ask her. ā€œIsn’t that my line?ā€

She shook her head, her ponytail swaying behind her. ā€œWhy I’m here should be obvious. Looking for you. But you…that I don’t know.ā€

ā€œWhere should I be, Lieutenant?ā€

ā€œBy his side, in the medbay. He was injured protecting you, Captain.ā€

ā€œI know that,ā€ Jim said softly. ā€œBones said he’ll be okay. Shouldn’t you be there?ā€

ā€œOh, I intend to. But he wants you. Are you really this thick? Spock loves me and I love him. That has never changed.ā€

Jim winced. He couldn’t help it.

Uhura snorted. ā€œBut I’m not the one he’s in love with.ā€

Jim eyed her.

She rolled her eyes. ā€œYou, Captain. Spock’s in love with you. How can you not know that? Don’t you feel anything for him?ā€

Jim narrowed his eyes. ā€œMy feelings are of no concern to you.ā€

She huffed. ā€œBut they are of concern to Spock. And even if all you feel for him is friendship, you need to be by his side.ā€

He knew she was right, but he wanted to remain stubborn. Because, damn it, he was angry. Furious with Spock for putting his own life in danger just for him. And he knew, yes, he did, he knew Spock hadn’t protected his captain, he had protected Jim. And yes, there was a huge difference.

Uhura was staring at him too intently, too much like she could read his mind. She crossed her arms in front of her chest. ā€œHow can you be mad at him for saving you?ā€

Jim blew out a breath. ā€œAren’t you?ā€

ā€œNo! Don’t you remember with Krall…?ā€

ā€œThat was your captain.ā€ He paused. ā€œAnd your ship.ā€

ā€œAnd my friend. My family. Wouldn’t you have done the same? For your ship and us, yeah, you did. But for us as individuals.ā€

ā€œYes.ā€

ā€œWhy would it or should it be different for Spock?ā€

ā€œI don’t want him sacrificing himself for me.ā€

ā€œHe didn’t. He saved you and he’s going to be all right. Why in the world are you up here sulking instead of telling him how much you love him right back?ā€

ā€œIā€¦ā€ Jim gave her a tiny smile. ā€œI don’t know.ā€

She hugged him. ā€œTell him I’ll come see him later. Now go.ā€

Jim went and the minute he got to the medbay, Bones just pointed.

Spock was sitting up in bed. He looked vaguely surprised to see Jim. ā€œCaptainā€¦ā€

Jim just shook his head, put his hand on Spock’s jaw, leaned down and kissed him.

He murmured against Spock’s mouth, ā€œJim.ā€

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10 responses to “Saving…”

  1. Kris Avatar

    You know how I feel about these kinds of fics! And I love this one.
    I also totally love it when Uhura is the one to be like you love him, he loves you, I’m not his person. Heh heh heh.
    Well done!

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Thanks! I like it hitting her in the face that Spock loves Jim!

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  2. j Avatar

    Oh my God!
    This is THE one. The one we needed!
    This is the absolute consumation (well, almost consumation) of it all.
    And I can see exactly this happening. Nyota is spot on in her explanation.
    If Spock is the USS Indulgent, Jim is the USS Oblivious.
    And I love them both!
    Lucky crew.
    Thank you so so much!

    (I feel like I should exert a bit of control on myself and save these last ones after Christmas to read in January when our flashes are yanked away and we’re forced to go through withdrawal. But…..I just can’t. It’s like more presents under the tree after Christmas. You can’t just LEAVE them lying there!)

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Ah we should absolutely see this in Star Trek 4, don’tcha think?
      Well..it’s not like I won’t be writing ANYTHING in January, just not flashes šŸ˜€

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      1. j Avatar

        That’s what SHE said.

        Oh, wait. That’s not how you use that, is it? haha

        Exactly what we should see in ST 4. I’ve told you over the 2 1/2 years we’ve communicated, that I hope there’s so much danger and drama in ST 4 and at the end when they finally conquer all, Jim and Spock look at each other from opposite sides of the screen, hesitate, and then RUN to each, falling into each others’ arms with a deep kiss.
        THAT’S what ST 4 needs.

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      2. ivansfanfiction Avatar
        ivansfanfiction

        100% accurate!

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  3. eveningstar10 Avatar
    eveningstar10

    Mmmmmm! Just lovely! Oblivious Jim getting a nudge makes me so happy! Their crew know them so well. ā¤

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      They do!

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  4. Jamie Avatar
    Jamie

    They’ll always be saving each other
    Loved Uhura giving Jim the nudge and of course the kiss and Jim ā¤

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Of course šŸ˜€

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