Christmas may be over but the flashes just keep coming…until the end of the month that is!
Jim was surprised when Uhura approached him on the observation deck. Generally when he came here to ruminate, no one dared to disturb him by some unwritten code.
“What are you doing here?”
Jim glanced at her, surprised she had asked him the question he’d been about to ask her. “Isn’t that my line?”
She shook her head, her ponytail swaying behind her. “Why I’m here should be obvious. Looking for you. But you…that I don’t know.”
“Where should I be, Lieutenant?”
“By his side, in the medbay. He was injured protecting you, Captain.”
“I know that,” Jim said softly. “Bones said he’ll be okay. Shouldn’t you be there?”
“Oh, I intend to. But he wants you. Are you really this thick? Spock loves me and I love him. That has never changed.”
Jim winced. He couldn’t help it.
Uhura snorted. “But I’m not the one he’s in love with.”
Jim eyed her.
She rolled her eyes. “You, Captain. Spock’s in love with you. How can you not know that? Don’t you feel anything for him?”
Jim narrowed his eyes. “My feelings are of no concern to you.”
She huffed. “But they are of concern to Spock. And even if all you feel for him is friendship, you need to be by his side.”
He knew she was right, but he wanted to remain stubborn. Because, damn it, he was angry. Furious with Spock for putting his own life in danger just for him. And he knew, yes, he did, he knew Spock hadn’t protected his captain, he had protected Jim. And yes, there was a huge difference.
Uhura was staring at him too intently, too much like she could read his mind. She crossed her arms in front of her chest. “How can you be mad at him for saving you?”
Jim blew out a breath. “Aren’t you?”
“No! Don’t you remember with Krall…?”
“That was your captain.” He paused. “And your ship.”
“And my friend. My family. Wouldn’t you have done the same? For your ship and us, yeah, you did. But for us as individuals.”
“Why would it or should it be different for Spock?”
“I don’t want him sacrificing himself for me.”
“He didn’t. He saved you and he’s going to be all right. Why in the world are you up here sulking instead of telling him how much you love him right back?”
“I…” Jim gave her a tiny smile. “I don’t know.”
She hugged him. “Tell him I’ll come see him later. Now go.”
Jim went and the minute he got to the medbay, Bones just pointed.
Spock was sitting up in bed. He looked vaguely surprised to see Jim. “Captain…”
Jim just shook his head, put his hand on Spock’s jaw, leaned down and kissed him.
He murmured against Spock’s mouth, “Jim.”