The Love of a Lifetime, Continuing Story

Sometimes I ask for death. Not in front of Spock. That would be too much. Too cruel. But to myself. I didn’t think I would have to face this.

And now I am.

Would it have been better to be lost during a mission saving others as the other Kirk was? I sometimes think…

“Jim?”

Judging by the edge of panic I detected in Spock’s voice he was concerned again. I must have spaced out.

Space.

I missed it.

I smiled, didn’t know if it was forced. No longer cared really. I squeezed his hand. “Right here, Spock.”

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4 responses to “The Love of a Lifetime, Continuing Story”

  1. Kris Avatar

    Oh lord. Honey. You be killing me with the real ness and amazing ness of this. So so good.

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      ivansfanfiction

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  2. yaoichan12 Avatar
    yaoichan12

    Yes, killing me too but its soo good. This story, these two 🙂 love them so much

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    ivansfanfiction

    ❤

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