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  • Flash Fic Friday, February 10, 2017

    Obviously this is a continuation from the previous two weeks.
    My prompt was fairly simple, Spock clears up any confusion.

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    If there was one thing Jim didn’t care for it was games. He wanted people to be straight with him and not hide behind anonymity. He’d never had a secret admirer and he wasn’t about to start. He tossed the rose in the trash.

    Valentine’s Day was for fools and suckers. And Jim wasn’t about to be either one.

    Okay, maybe his mood wasn’t the best. Jim could admit that.

    His door chimed and he turned with a sigh.

    Ship’s business would surely distract him from this ailment.

    “Enter.”

    When Spock stepped inside he quarters, Jim nearly ordered him out. But then caught himself. Spock was not responsible for Jim’s bad mood. Maybe indirectly, sure, but not really Spock’s fault.

    “Hey.”

    And after that brilliant opening, Spock remained silent, his gaze going past Jim to the little trash bin next to Jim’s desk.

    “You did not appreciate the rose?” Spock asked.

    “That?” Jim snorted. “Someone’s idea of a joke, I guess.”

    “A joke?”

    Jim crossed his arms in front of his chest. “What can I help you with?”

    “I confess I am at a loss at present.”

    He frowned. “A loss? About what?”

    “Romantic gestures. The advice I have been given is apparently wrong.”

    “Advice? You mean Uhura?”

    Spock nodded. “Indeed.”

    He tapped his fingers on his sleeve. “You got bad advice on romance for Uhura?”

    “Negative.”

    Jim blinked. “But you said—”

    “From Uhura not for her.”

    “Huh?”

    Spock sighed. There was no other word for the sound his first officer made. “Everything I have tried has been unsuccessful. I can only come to the conclusion that my interest is not reciprocated after all.”

    “Everything you’ve tried? For who?”

    “You cannot be this obtuse.”

    “Excuse me?”

    The sigh again. “The rose, a declaration of affection, was left in your quarters by me. Since only a very few senior officers and your yeoman have access to your quarters at all, I would have thought it was fairly obvious.”

    Jim stared at him.

    “I attempted to ask you to a concert on Risa which you refused.”

    “Wait, what? You were with Uhura.”

    “Nyota and I were attending the concert as friends. It was her suggestion that I ask you, as it would be a casual, relaxing atmosphere in which to learn your interest.”

    “My-my interest?” Jim felt a little faint.

    “I also invited you to play chess last night, you refused the invitation. There were other attempts if you would like me to mention them.”

    “Spock, I had no idea you wanted me to go the concert with you. I thought you were being polite.”

    “I am not known to care for such social graces.”

    Jim licked his lips. His heart was hammering. “That-that day was not good for me. It was Sam’s birthday and—”

    “Yes.” Spock took a step closer. “I thought perhaps you would like to be distracted from your melancholia. But you did not appear to wish for a distraction.”

    Jim bent down and retrieved the rose. “This is from you?”

    “Yes. I was told it was an appropriate gesture for Valentine’s Day. I confess I have no notion how to be romantic in any way.”

    Jim smiled and stepped up to Spock, holding the rose. “I don’t know, Mister Spock. I think maybe you’re doing okay.”

    Spock stared at him, dark eyes unreadable yet intense. “Then may I presume my interest is reciprocated after all?”

    “Are you kidding?”

    “Vulcans do not—”

    Jim laughed. “Yeah, I know.” He kissed Spock, right on the lips, the lips he’d wanted to taste, well since, forever, really. In all his forevers.

    Spock’s hand curled around the nape of Jim’s neck, drawing him in closer.

    “In fact—”

    “It is time to be quiet now,” Spock murmured against Jim’s lips.

    He tried to be affronted, but damn Spock could kiss. “Okay, I get it. Live in the moment. Because—”

    “Jim.”

    He smiled against Spock’s mouth. “Shutting up.”

    Another Spock sigh. This one sounding warmer and softer somehow. “At last.”

  • Remembering Apollo

    When I was much younger, I loved the show Battlestar Gallactica. Not the remake that came on years later but the original with Lorne Greene, Richard Hatch, and Dirk Benedict.

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    My favorite was not Dirk Benedict’s hotshot, Starbuck (the character was changed to a woman in the remake), but Richard Hatch’s Apollo. His epic romance with Serena (Jane Seymour) was one of my first introductions to such a love. When Serena died in his arms and Apollo cried, so did I. He took on the care of Serena’s son, Boxey, for the rest of the series, too.

    In 2014, at my first Star Trek convention, I thought it was pretty cool when I saw Richard Hatch at a table in the vendor’s room. The actor who played Boomer, Herbert Jefferson Jr, was there too.(I think they made Boomer a female too in the reboot). Richard was very friendly and welcoming to fans there. And he still looked pretty good for a man who was in his late 60s at the time.

    Richard Hatch died yesterday at the age of 71 of pancreatic cancer.  But I will always remember him for being one of my original heroes, Captain Apollo.

    Rest in Peace.

  • Ramblings of the Week, February 06, 2017

    I finally updated Who’s the Daddy . Had to delete a comment when she told me to “chillax”. I’ve seriously had it with the people commenting on that fiction.

    In more positive news, myself and five friends are seeing Adam Lambert + Queen at the Hollywood Bowl at the end of June. We bought the tickets this past weekend. We are sitting up pretty high but are pleased to be seeing it  and the Bowl is an iconic outdoor venue.

    Yes, I am still sick. And I am fucking sad about it.

  • Flash Fic Friday, February 03, 2017

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    Today’s prompt was a star that was not a star (I merely mentioned it, lol) and a quiet, intimate moment on the observation deck. I also decided to turn this one into V Day.

    He’d come up here to get away from everything. The celebrations. It was Valentine’s Day and the rec room was decorated with glitzy red hearts and cherubs holding arrows. Pink frosted cakes. Bad candies with sayings written on them. It was too much to take. Especially when as he was preparing to leave anyway, he saw Uhura come in wearing dangly red heart earrings. He heard her asking people if Spock had arrived yet. That was definitely Jim’s cue to leave.

    So here he stood on the observation deck looking out at the stars. And speaking of stars, Jim still had to file his report on that star that turned out to be an undiscovered planet. He added it to his mental to do list. Sounded like a great way to spend a night about love, when he had nothing else to do.

    He sighed and crossed his arms, leaning slightly forward so his forehead touched the glass. What the hell was wrong with him? He didn’t waste time feeling sorry for himself. It never got him anywhere but more depressed. And if he didn’t knock that off, Bones was going to insist he talk or some shit.

    And as if on cue the door to the room he was in slid open. He knew he should have locked it.

    “What’s up, Bones?” Jim asked.

    “I am not the doctor.”

    That had him turning sharply to face Spock. His first officer was dressed casually in black slacks and a maroon sweater. Very Valentiney looking.

    “Uhura’s not here, Spock.”

    Spock looked slightly puzzled but then tilted his head. “I am not at present seeking to locate Nyota. I am aware of her location in the rec room.”

    Jim nodded. “What are you doing here then? Orders from the ‘Fleet?”

    “None that I am aware of, at present. My purpose is of a personal nature.”

    Jim gave what he hoped was an encouraging smile but he feared it was not. It was Valentine’s Day. And his mind conjured up Spock asking Jim for permission to go to New Vulcan to bond with Uhura or something. And Jim would die.

    Spock approached him and stood next to him, gazing out at the stars. “I trust you enjoyed your shore leave on Risa?”

    So, small talk was it? Great.

    “No. Not particularly.”

    “You did not?”

    “I only spent a very short time there with Bones before I went back to the ship and spent the remainder of the time catching up on sleep. How about you? Did you and Uhura enjoy the outdoor concert?”

    “Yes. It was stimulating.”

    “Stimulating,” Jim repeated. He did not want to think of what they did after they were stimulated by the concert. “So what is it? Uhura was looking for you, so you probably want to go.”

    “You are troubled.”

    That surprised Jim so much that he glanced at Spock in surprise. “Excuse me?”

    “If there is anything I can help you with—”

    “Did Bones put you up to this?” Jim saw from the quick flash of guilt that was barely there in Spock’s expression that he had got it exactly right. “Well, I’m fine. And you can tell him that too. I don’t need you running interference for him or whatever it is you are doing.”

    “I just don’t wish for you to be overwhelmed.”

    “Overwhelmed?” Jim repeated incredulously. “I’m not overwhelmed, Mister. And I’d thank you to mind your own business.”

    Spock straightened at that and maybe Jim ought to take it back. He didn’t know.

    “I have reports. Enjoy your evening.”

    Jim left the observation room with Spock’s mouth hanging open.

    He almost stopped to give Bones a piece of his mind but decided he was just better off letting himself cool down and he went to his quarters instead.

    Lying on the middle of the bed was a single long stemmed red rose.

    A single red rose shows love.

    Jim had read that somewhere.

    He went to the bed and picked it up but there was absolutely no indication where it came from.

  • Not So Much About Me

    I borrowed this from BlueMeetsGreen and Yaiochan12

    Are you in love?

     Yes.

    Coffee or Tea?
    Both. I drink coffee all year round. I stick to iced tea (unsweetened please) in the summer but during fall and winter I drink hot tea. My favorite is Twining’s Christmas Tea. I get monthly boxes sent to me from Amazon.


    What’s your middle name?

    Robert

    Dream Job?
    Retired to be honest. That’s my dream.

    Dream car?
    I’m not really a car person, so long as it’s reliable and doesn’t break down on me.

    If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?

    To live, Morro Bay, California. It is home to me in my heart. To visit? Probably Ireland again. Loved it.

    You’re stranded on an island, who do you bring with you?
    Chris Pine and my friend Kris. We are all introverts so we’d probably just sit there staring at each other without talking.


    Do you have a crush on someone?

    Duh, Chris Pine

    Favorite video game?
    Final Fantasy series and Legend of Zelda

    Favorite song/band?
    Big Country (a Scottish band, who’s singer committed suicide) and Erasure

    Favorite thing to do on rainy days?
    Watch movies

    Are you an affectionate person?
    Sort of. I’m not much of a cuddler though.

    You’re traveling the entire world but you can only take one person with you. Who do you take?
    My sweetie of course

    How tall are you?
    5 “8” ish

    The inevitable Zombie Apocalypse is upon us! What’s your plan of action?
    Crawl up and die. I hate zombies. I’d probably be the first victim

    How do you relax?
    I don’t relax.

    Board games or drinking games?

    I do drink but I don’t make a game of it and I despise with every fiber of my being Board Games. *shudder*


    Do you like reading? If so, what’s your favorite book?

    Yes. A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens


    Describe your dream date

    Dinner by the window of my favorite restaurant in Morro Bay as the sun sets below the rock.


    Describe what qualities you look for in a person

    Willingness to take care of me! HA HA


    Have you ever had a valentine?
    Back in school, I got those little cartoonish ones every kid gave out. Now? Not so much. My sweetie thinks it is over commercialized nonsense.


    Describe your first kiss

    Lip smacking!

    You’re at a candle shop, what scented candle do you buy?
    Candles are dangerous.

  • Ramblings of the Week, January 30, 2017

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    It’s been a constant struggle for the last two weeks, I’m not going to lie. It takes a lot for me to remain positive in light of what’s going on around me as well as while I am still fighting the worst cold I have had to endure in years.

    I have asthma and every illness I get goes into my lungs and makes me sound like a seal while I hack my lungs out. It’s distressing and embarrassing to be honest. I spent the better part of the last three days holed up in my house desperate to get better. And while I think I am on the mend, please let me be, the cough remains. It’s the kind cough that wracks your whole body, you even feel your heart clenching in your chest. It’s a nightmare.

    It’s caused me to slow down on updating fan fictions but that’s life. I think I am supposed to do Me When I Was Young next but in all honesty if I don’t feel like it, I may go out of order. You got Don’t Walk Away simply because I didn’t want to work on anything else.

    Due to being out sick and on vacation days, I have work at the day job coming out of my eyeballs. Later this week I am supposed to be going to a fancy dinner for a friend’s birthday that has already been postponed once, so yeah, I’m going. Though I can’t say I’m all that looking forward to it.

  • So Anyway…

    So I was watching The Original Series and saw the episode Operation Annihilate. If you don’t know that’s the famous episode where Spock goes blind (briefly).

    opanIt is also the episode with Deneva (pronounced in the show as Den-A-Vah, not De-NEE-Vah, which is how I would have preferred it was pronounced, lol). This is where Jim’s brother, Sam, (Shatner in a mustache) dies as well as his wife, Aurelan. Peter, Jim’s nephew survives.

    By the way, we are pretty sure we know this building complex in LA. We think it’s one of the colleges. Looks super familiar to us.

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    Anyway the point of this is it had me thinking about returning to the Life You Are Given. I’m not sure exactly when I will but I will get to it.

    My Peter Kirk does not look like this:

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    Or even this:

    aoscjWho does not even have blue eyes, by the way. What the hell is wrong with casting? They can’t find a child actor with blue fucking eyes?

    But he does look like this:

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