I am so behind on everything. I manage to get flashes done for here but that’s it.
The truth is I am in a bit of a funk. Have been for several weeks. I have had little interest in writing anything. I haven’t been this bad in a while.
Someone posted a comment on A Cup of Cheer today that hoped I would update soon. I hope so too and I appreciated the show of interest. I had so hoped to have it done by the end of December but this “funk” has been crippling me.
I hope to slog through it soon but I wanted to make everyone aware I know I need to get stuff updated. I do. And I am so glad any of you even care to see it. With so much darkness going on, we need escapism. Even if Paramount has no interest in supporting the gang from AOS at all. I still like to keep them alive by writing about them.
So please bear with me. I hope to update soon.
Spirk (with a small dose of Pinto) 
January 20, 2026 at 7:15 pm
I get it. I get it so hard. You’re certainly right that we can all use joy and escape.
Here’s hoping the funk lifts bc funks are zero fun. And I mean yes I very much want more from you but I’m more hoping you feel better!
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January 21, 2026 at 6:35 pm
Thanks, honey
Today is a big downer not gonna lie
Sigh…
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January 21, 2026 at 6:22 pm
No need to apologize. Take your time.
I get it and super big hugs.
I’m staring at a file of wips and just really want to get them worked on and start uploading regularly again but then life happens and tanks my mood.
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January 21, 2026 at 6:34 pm
Thank you
I wish I could say my mood was improving but today the funk is bad
Huge right back to you
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January 22, 2026 at 8:25 am
I certainly understand your funk. I feel it too. I hope you can regain your muse and continue writing. We all love your Spirk stories. They absolutely help me get through the reality we are currently experiencing. Paramount is dropping the ball, but we have you and some of the other authors on AO3 to help keep them alive. LLAP🖖
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January 22, 2026 at 12:54 pm
Thank you Feen, I appreciate your words
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January 23, 2026 at 2:24 am
Sending hugs to you. I hope for your own peace of mind that you’re feeling better soon.
I know you’re not asking for advice and God knows. I need to take my own advice. But do something out of your norm. Give your brain a reset so to speak.
I know you didn’t ask us for advice (god knows I need to take my own advice ) but, try getting out in nature, somewhere you haven’t been in a long time if ever. Really soaking the scene and really be present in the moment.
try learning a new skill take class or just Google how to do it become an expert at it. Lol
don’t feel you have to apologize to us or to your loved ones for your feelings. You feel what you feel that’s just the way it is. But the days and the years ahead are worth hanging in for, to paraphrase Edith Keeler.
sending special K/S hugs to you.
forgive typos. When I try to fix them, they erase more than what I want.
❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚😘🖖
I’m awaiting a record breaking snowstorm over the weekend. Probably getting stuck at work. Ughhh! I’ll send you some snow. You can try your hand at ⛄️ snowman building. lol!
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January 23, 2026 at 8:57 am
I appreciate the support and hope you don’t get stuck in the storm
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