Three

โ€œOh, hey.โ€

Spock could not decide based on the tone of Jimโ€™s voice or even the expression on Jimโ€™s face if his seeking out Jimโ€™s location on observation deck was welcome.

Earlier, when Spock was unable to reach him, he had learned Jim was at 10 Forward, and so was McCoy, so Spock had left him to it. But when Spock went to Jimโ€™s quarters later, Jim was still not there, and Spock had discovered through the computer he was at his current location.

โ€œBeen looking for me?โ€

โ€œAffirmative.โ€ Spock paused. โ€œIf my presence is unwelcome, I will leave.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re never unwelcome,โ€ Jim said softly, before turning his gaze away to the stars. โ€œYou heard?โ€

โ€œYes. I am sorry for the loss of your brother. I grieve with thee.โ€

โ€œI hadnโ€™t even seen him in years, you know? He didnโ€™t care about me, so why should I care about him?โ€

โ€œEmotions are seldom logical.โ€

Jim snorted. โ€œThatโ€™s an understatement.โ€

Spock was pleased when Jim turned and threw himself into Spockโ€™s arms. Spock closed his arms around Jim and held him there.

โ€œI love you,โ€ Spock told him.

โ€œI know,โ€ Jim whispered. โ€œThank you. I need you so much right now.โ€

Spock was glad to hear it and though it was not yet the three words he longed to hear, for now, it would be enough.

The final three parts will be next week sometime. Not Wednesday, as Jiโ€™s birthday flash will be that day but on the other days. We shall see which ones! ย 

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13 responses to “Three”

  1. Kristbethke Avatar

    Hurt comfort at its finest. I love the vulnerability here on both their parts. Of course Jim is holding back butโ€ฆso good!

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      thanks!!

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  2. j Avatar

    AW! You remembered my BD! Thank you for planning a BD flash!

    So sweet here. Loving of Spock to search for Jim to give him comfort on this awful day.

    I will always miss mylochkatee – i love all her art. Nice to use it here.

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Me too on the art. She is the only artist ever on AO3 that persistently did art for my fics. I used to see all kinds of art on there from others that did it for someone else’s fic and I was always too shy to ask or pursue it so I was so happy the first time she did art for one of my stories on her own. A very cool lady. I wish her well.

      Of course I remembered, silly! I just hope you like it lol

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      1. j Avatar

        Chances are about 110% that I will!

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      2. j Avatar

        And vice versa. HER art inspired YOUR “Stranded” series!

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  3. eveningstar10 Avatar

    This update fits the artwork ๐Ÿ–ผ๏ธ ๐ŸŽจ so well. I too miss mylochkatee! Hope sheโ€™s well. She just disappeared! ๐Ÿ˜ขHopefully to find fruitful pursuits.
    Love this update. Spock seeking Jim out to offer Jim support at such a difficult time is priceless. Jim needs Spock to be strong when he has such mixed emotions and feels so vulnerable. He can be vulnerable with Spock and let him carry the burden for awhile. Love Jim throwing himself into Spockโ€™s arms. There is truly love between them.

    Looking forward to updates and jโ€™s birthday flash! Happy almost Birthday to j! ๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ‚๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽŠ๐ŸŽ
    โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ––

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      Yes thankfully Spock is definitely here for him!

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  4. eveningstar10 Avatar

    BTW Iโ€™m not sure I spelled the artistโ€™s name right! ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘€

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    1. j Avatar

      You spelled it right. Plus she used 2 pseuds – mylochkatee on tumblr, mylochka on ao3.

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      1. eveningstar10 Avatar

        Ahhh thatโ€™s why it didnโ€™t quite look right. Lol!

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  5. Jay Avatar
    Jay

    Love the artwork added

    โ€œI love you,โ€ Spock told him.
    โ€œI know,โ€ Jim whispered.

    Jim, you gotta say you love him back.
    Can’t wait for more!

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    1. ivansfanfiction Avatar
      ivansfanfiction

      LOL eventually he will…I think ๐Ÿ˜€

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