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The Replacement, Part Three

 Something curled in Spock’s stomach, ugly and fluttery and painful. It rose from there and caused a dull pain in his side where his heartbeat.

“I…do not understand.” He was flustered and repeating himself but his logical brain could not compute.

I know you don’t understand!”

And just like that the cheerful pretense Kirk had been displaying vanished as though it had never been there. Instead there was angry fire in his blue eyes.

“And that’s exactly the problem, Spock. You just never get it.”

“Jim, I—”

“You were with Uhura for years—”

“We are not together anymore,” Spock interrupts.

“Yeah you’ve been broken up for five minutes,” Jim said, sarcastically. “You were together for years, Spock. Years. And you never moved forward. Never bonded. Never married. You were satisfied with…I don’t even know what you were satisfied with. Your commitment to not commit.”

“Why are you so angry? You were explaining what happened in the alternate universe with my counterpart.”

Jim sighed heavily and turned away. “In that universe Spock loves his captain. When I returned from the mission, he thought I was his captain. As soon as I got to the captain’s quarters, Spock was all over me.”

“He forced himself on you?”

“No! I wanted it. He was full of passion and heat and was so hungry for me. It was intoxicating. I couldn’t get enough.”

Each word was like a lash against Spock’s heart.

“When he finally realized I was not his captain, it didn’t matter to either of us. We continued being together. Neither of us knew if I would come back here or his Kirk would return there, so we continued with each other, and he protected me from the reality of all that.”

Jim turned around to face him once more.

“It was the most amazing experience of my life.”

Spock blinked. He thought he might just vomit.

“It should have been with you,” Jim whispered hoarsely. “But I knew it never would be.”

October 2023 Continuing Story

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Jim tried not to flinch when Spock’s hand rested on his face. He didn’t think Spock would hurt him and he believed that they had melded before. It seemed right. But he couldn’t quite remember so he was apprehensive.

“It does not hurt.”

Jim nodded. “Just…” He waved his hand.

“My mind to your mind. My thoughts to your thoughts.” Then there was a pause. “Remember.”

“Bones, come up to the bridge. Lieutenant Gregory’s having some kind of seizure.”

“Hold on to him, damnit!”

“Doctor! You have injected the captain!”

“Jim no!”

The meld abruptly ended as Jim pulled away, Spock’s hand dropping from his face.

“Spock!”

“Jim, you remember?”

“Yes.” He blinked several times and then touched his head. “I’m still a little hazy but yes.”

“Jim—”

“Save it, Bones. I know it was all an accident. I know things got crazy.”

“But—”

“Seriously. We can talk about the circumstances later. We have more important priorities right now.”

“Indeed,” Spock spoke up. “We need to locate his companion, disable him, and the find the Guardian to go through the portal.”

Jim pushed at the Klingon’s leg with the toe of his shoe. “Any ideas where his buddy is?”

“His last known location was at the college where you taught courses.”

He frowned. “Who exactly was I supposed to be? Some of this is still fuzzy.”

Bones stepped closer and put his hand on Jim’s arm. “Near as we can figure, you had an ancestor in the late 1970s Riverside also named James Kirk who taught at the college.”

“And I took on his identity? Where is he?”

“It appears he passed away in late 1979,” Spock replied. “Not a lot of information can be found about how or why, however, you apparently resembled him enough to become him in the eyes of those he knew.”

“Such as Becky.” Jim shook his head. “So this poor bugger croaks and I just take over his life, even his girlfriend?”

Bones snorted. “Looks like it, Jim.”

“And you don’t know how he died? What if he isn’t?”

Spock shrugged. “Evidence suggests he is, however, if he isn’t, presumably he will reappear when we return to our time. This time period lacks a lot of technology to thoroughly investigate matters and our focus has been on you and the Klingons.”

“Yeah okay.” Jim looked down at the still unconscious Klingon. “How long can we keep him like that?”

“I can use an extended method to keep him out for hours. We will leave him in the farmhouse while we look for the other.”

“Okay. So, I have to ask, why were you two lurking outside my house?”

“Lurking?”

“Yeah one night I heard this big crash and there were some other times I swear I saw like glowing red eyes out by the scarecrows.” Jim eyed Bones. “It had to be you. I know it’s October and you have a weird sense of what’s funny.”

“Don’t look at me,” Bones denied it. “I’ll cop to the crash as we were here keeping an eye on your, Spock especially since you were cozying up to that girl but—”

Jim glanced at Spock and winced at his narrowed gaze. “I wasn’t in my right mind. And anyway, we only ever kissed.” He paused. “Maybe.”

“The point is,” Bones interrupted to get Jim’s attention back to him. We don’t have anything to do with glowing red eyes.”

“You were here for several months on your own before we could locate you, are you saying you did not have intercourse with her during that entire time?”

“Time has to move differently here. Don’t you think?”

“You are avoiding answering.”

“Can you two maybe do this later when we’re back on the ship?”

“Yeah, okay,” Jim agreed. “Let’s go get that Klingon.”

Spock suddenly stiffened. “I do not think it will be necessary to go anywhere.”

“What? Why?”

“I believe he is in the farmhouse.”   

October 2023 Continuing Story

“That went well,” Leonard said, sarcastically.

“Indeed. And I am quite finished doing things your way.”

“I know you blame me for this and—”

Spock shook his head. “Wherever the blame falls with regard to Jim’s circumstances is irrelevant. If we are not able to retrieve him so that the three of us can return to the Enterprise—”

“We can’t leave Earth in 1980 with Klingons, Spock! That’s going to change history and not for the good.”

Spock sighed. “I am well aware. For now, my task is to retrieve the captain before he does harm to himself or the Klingons do it. Stay here.”

“But—”

“In case Jim returns here. Try to contain your impulse to immediately stick him with a hypospray.”

Spock walked out the back door to look for Jim.

“Jim?”

It was dark and difficult to see with the fog that had appeared in the yard.

“Jim? It is Spock. Please come back. I will attempt to explain everything. You are not in danger from me.”

Spock held his phaser, prepared to eliminate any threats to Jim.

It was unfortunate that when Jim went through the portal of the Guardians of Forever, two Klingons followed directly after him. It had taken Spock and McCoy too long to discover exactly where in Earth’s history Jim ended up and then they realized Jim had no memory of his real life and was living this life of a Kirk ancestor.

Now not only did Spock and McCoy have to help Jim rediscover his true identity so they could leave the portal to return to the Enterprise, but they also had to find a way to get the Klingons out as well.

All because Jim had been injected with a drug that caused madness, temporary as it was supposed to be. It should not be surprising to Spock that Jim would have an extreme reaction.

He turned a corner to go behind the house where Spock knew a path led to the barn in the back that housed some farming equipment.

Spock spotted Jim crouched down behind a stack of firewood, clearly unaware of the Klingon Spock also saw approaching him.

His heart immediately leapt from his side to his mouth. He didn’t call out for fear that would alert the Klingon to his presence who then might take the opportunity to use a weapon on Jim.

Being as quiet as he could, Spock moved closer, as he feared from the distance he had been he wouldn’t get an accurate enough shot to dispatch the Klingon.

Now close enough to take the shot, Spock wasted no time firing his phaser and felling the Klingon.

Jim straightened and stood, eyes wide open to gawk first at Spock and the Klingon now lying face down on the ground.

“Is he dead?” Jim asked in a whisper.

“Stunned,” Spock replied. “However, he will need to be restrained for the duration of our time here.”

He held out his hand toward Jim.

“Please take my hand, T’hy’la.”

October 2023 Continuing Story

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Jim woke up later, not even remembering falling asleep. He was still in the bed in the farmhouse, but he appeared to be alone and he wasn’t sure if he’d dreamed the whole way too attractive beanie man.

And where had the idea the guy was attractive from? Jim had only ever been interested in women. Right?

But there was that dream.

Jim sat up and looked around. He could see through the window that night had fallen. He turned on the bedside lamp and saw by the clock on the wall it was nearly eight. Why was he sleeping this early?

Perhaps he really had a concussion and the beanie man had been there. There was no sign of a soup bowl or a TV tray though.

He got out of bed and went into the bathroom to pee. With the light on, he looked in the mirror and saw that he did have bruising on his neck above the collarbone.

Not a dream.

Jim headed downstairs then, feeling vaguely woozy.

The light was on in the kitchen and a discarded mug was in the sink.

“Is anyone here? Spock?”

He didn’t know why but the house suddenly felt eerie, and like it didn’t belong to him.

Jim grabbed his windbreaker off the coat tree and went out the back door. He shrugged it on and glanced at the sky. A storm seemed to be approaching as clouds gathered over the moon. It looked spooky like one of those pictures you might see with a witch on a broom flying by the moon.

“Spock? Are you out here?”

He heard the snap of a twig and he swung around to look behind him. But there was nothing. He suddenly wished he had a phaser.

A what?

“Hello? Who’s out here?”

Because he was pretty sure he could hear someone breath. His heart pounded hard in his chest. He walked quickly back toward the house, which suddenly seemed miles away though he hadn’t gone that far.

The breathing he could hear became heavy, like panting, and the hair on the back of his neck stood on end.

He grabbed the handle of the door, but it wouldn’t budge. It was like the door was locked.

Impossible.

Jim turned, pushing his back against the door, but there was nothing and no one there. At least that he could see.

The door suddenly opened and he fell backwards inside.

October 2023 Continuing Story

Part 2

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“Professor Kirk!”

The loud yell startled Jim out of whatever trance he’d been in. That had been happening more often lately. He’d be in the middle of something and then he’d zone out. He wondered if he was losing his mind.

He plastered on a smile as he faced the student who’d just shouted at him. “No need to yell, Adam.”

Adam had the grace to blush. “Sorry, Professor. It’s just I’d been trying to get your attention for a while.”

Jim was a physics teacher at Riverside College. It was nearly the end of the day and he was in his office at the college having finished teaching two classes that day.

“I’m sorry. My mind was wandering.”

 “I was just wondering if you’d had a chance to go over the papers we submitted last week.”

“Not yet,” Jim admitted. “I will this week though. See you in Thursday’s morning class.”

An effort to dismiss Adam and send him on his way. He seemed a little too eager to spend time with Jim and Jim certainly didn’t want to encourage any student crushes.

Beyond Adam, through the glass of his office door, Jim spotted a man walking by wearing a woolen beanie pulled down low well past his ears. It was the second time he’d seen the tall, slim man walking by. He couldn’t recall seeing him before and looked older than most of the students there. A new instructor?

“Sir?”

Jim blinked and glanced at Adam again. “Yes?”

Adam sighed dramatically and pushed the glasses he wore up his nose. “Nothing, Professor. See you in class.”

And he was gone.

Jim was relieved. He closed up his briefcase and prepared to leave his office to return home.

It didn’t really bother him to live alone at the farmhouse. He’d considered asking Becky to share the place with him but given what she’d just said to him, he was no longer sure.

He made his way out to the parking lot where staff members parked and got into his Escort.

He thought of the man with the beanie again. It was a warm day. It was the time of year where days were nice and nights chilly but either way it wasn’t the weather for wool beanies.  

And if he was a new instructor it seemed strange as the semester had begun some weeks earlier, at the beginning of September. But then again he could be a substitute instructor, Jim guessed. It wasn’t as though the dean of his particular science gave him any inside information about goings on.

Jim guessed what made him the most curious about the stranger was that each time he’d walked by Jim’s office, he had stared into the office to look directly at Jim. And somehow, Jim had gotten a sense of de ja vu each time.

With a shake of his head, Jim started up his car and left the college. It was nearing four and though it wasn’t yet supper time he decided to go through a drive-thru for some hamburgers rather than cook for himself.

At home, there was nothing unusual. His front yard of pumpkins and scare crows looked untouched. Nothing was knocked over by the trash either. He would have thought he’d imagined the crash the night before except that Becky had heard it too.

His answering machine had a message so he pushed the button. Of course it was Becky.

“It’s just me. I’m in New York now for the night. I’ll let you know how I am tomorrow too when I get a chance. Bye, Jim.”

He felt no particular warmth at her message. No particular emotion at all. It was like she could have been anyone. A stranger even. What was wrong with him? Shouldn’t he be happy to hear from his girlfriend?

Jim just didn’t know and he began to worry about himself. Scratch that. He was already worried. It was just something to add to the list.

He’d just finished watching an episode of Dallas and was preparing to go to bed when a light flashed outside.

Jim grabbed the crowbar and a flash light of his own and headed outside once more.   

Flash Fic, September 27, 2023

Just one more part to go after his, which will appear Friday

Jim woke when his communicator watch vibrated. He thought to himself he really should have turned the stupid thing silent.

He smiled at the still sleeping Vulcan beside him.

Who knew that both of them confessing they “liked” each other would lead to this? He would have made just such a confession before had he known.

He scooted out from under Spock’s arm and rose from the bed to look at the message from the Admin Office.

Good news, Cadet Kirk, a single dormitory room has become available. Let us know by 4 PM today whether you wish to claim it.

“Jim?” Spock mumbled from the bed as he turned over to watch Jim where he stood. “Is something wrong?”

Jim smiled and went to sit on the edge of the bed, leaning down to softly kiss Spock. “Nope. But you’ll never guess what just happened.”

“What?”

“Not even going to try to guess?”

“You won the lottery?”

Jim laughed. “Nope.”

“You made captain.”

I wish.”

“You informed your mother we got married last night and she approves.”

“No…wait, did we get married last night?”

Spock shrugged. “I do not believe so.”

“That’s not like 100 percent positive.” Jim kissed him again. “They have a dorm for me.”

“One you clearly do not need.”

“Clearly.”

“I assume you told them to give it to the next cadet on the listen.”

Jim nodded. “I’m about to. As long as you’re sure?”

“I am sure.”

Jim sent his response. “We will need a bigger bed. I mean this is cozy and all but I need space to flop around.”

“I will order one today.”

“And I guess you can have the other room back as your meditation room.”

“Indeed.”

Jim smiled, blinked rapidly, and then shoo his head. “This is all moving very fast. And you’re a little vague on the marriage part.”

Spock took Jim’s hand in his and lifted it to his lips to kiss Jim’s fingers. “We will…figure it out.”

“You know I have a class soon.”

Spock pulled Jim down onto the bed. “I will let your instructor know why you missed it.”

Jim laughed. “Deal.”

Flash Fic, September 06, 2023

“Spock? Hey, Spock. Are you awake?”

Spock opened his eyes to semi-darkness and awareness his bedroom door was ajar and Jim Kirk was standing on the other side, just barely visible in the crack of the door and the light behind him.

“Yes,” Spock answered. “Quite awake.” Now, he thought, but did not add.

“Oh good. Since we’re both awake maybe we can do something together or talk or something.”

He sounded eager, somewhat like a puppy.

Spock inwardly sighed. “Give me a moment and I will be out.”

“Okay.”

“Computer, lights on.”

And his room, well, his meditation room, lit up. It had not been his plan to use this room for his own sleeping purposes.

“No good deed goes unpunished,” he murmured out loud, quoting his mother.

Spock preferred to sleep naked, so he rose, pulled on a pair of pajama pants he had placed in the room for this sort of reason, and then pulled on a bathrobe his mother had sent to him for his last birthday. He slipped his feet into a pair of slippers that had come with the robe. His feet tended to get cold.

He pushed open the bedroom door and walked into the main area of the dorm.

Cadet Kirk, Jim, had been seated at the small dining room table adjacent to the kitchenette, but rose immediately when Spock appeared.

Jim also wore pajama bottoms, flannel ones, and a dark blue T-shirt that seemed to do a lot toward enhancing the blue of his already striking eyes. Spock had not anticipated being so thoroughly attracted to his temporary roommate.

Once again his mother’s oft-quoted saying came to mind.

“Coffee?” Jim asked, tilting his head toward the kitchenette.

“I do not believe either of us needs more stimulation to keep us awake. I have herbal tea, I will make some.”

Jim followed Spock as Spock opened a cabinet that contained his collection of loose tea.

“Not chamomile, please. I don’t like to drink flowers.”

“It is not.”

“Good.” Jim watched him spoon it into a teapot and start a tea kettle. “I bet you’re wondering why I’m awake.”

“The question did occur to me.”

Jim didn’t answer right away, so Spock added the now boiling water to the tea in the pot and carried it over to the table and then fetched two mugs.

His houseguest got the idea and sat down, after which Spock did too while he waited for the tea to steep.

“Had a nightmare,” Jim finally mumbled.

“I see. Do you have a lot of those?”

After all Spock wanted to be prepared if this was going to be a nightly occurrence.

“Well.” Jim shrugged. “I mean…some. I guess, yeah.”

“What is involved in your frequent nightmares?”

“Generally the usual things. Falling, being chased, monsters eating me.”

Spock arched a brow. He picked up the teapot and poured tea into each of their mugs. “Have you fallen while being chased by a monster who wants to eat you often enough for it to invade your dreams?”

Jim laughed. “That’s funny. You’re funny.”

“I do try,” Spock said, dryly.

Jim picked up his mug and took a sip. “Not flowery.”

“I told you.”

He smiled. “You did.”

“What was tonight’s nightmare?”

“I was chained to a wall while a werewolf had his hand on my face.” He frowned. “Or I guess his paw. Claw? I don’t know. He had big beady red eyes.”

“How were his eyes both big and beady? Doesn’t beady mean small?”

Jim laughed again. “You got me there. Anyway, they were red and bearing down on me.”

“Werewolves are not real, Jim.”

“I know. I mean I guess I know. But my subconscious mind conjured one up anyway.” Jim shrugged. “I’ve been plagued a bit by nightmares since I was a kid. Back when Sam was around I’d sneak into his room with him and sleep there after I had one.”

“That is your brother?”

“Yep.” Jim sighed. “I’m okay now. So you can go back to bed if you want. I don’t know why that nightmare bothered me so much but I woke up pretty freaked out.”

“Will you also return to your bed?”

Jim nodded. “I have a big day tomorrow. First classes.”

“Indeed.” Spock took a few more sips of his tea, then stood. “Goodnight, Jim.”

“Night, Spock.”

Flash Fic, August 30, 2023

And the conclusion (the full fic coming soon to AO3)

“I can hardly believe we’re actually married.”

Spock came to stand behind his new husband and he wrapped his arms around Jim’s middle, drawing him back against him.

Jim had been standing next to a floor to ceiling window in Jim’s temporary apartment.

“You are exhausted, T’hy’la.”

“Been a very long day.”

Spock tightened his hold. “Some would say we moved too fast.”

Jim shook his head and turned in Spock’s arms. He kissed Spock’s jaw which made him shiver. He wanted to take Jim to bed but the dark circles under Jim’s eyes gave him pause.

“We know what we know,” Jim answered him. “And we know we want to spend our lives together. If we waited six months or even a year, that wouldn’t change.”

“Agreed.”

Suddenly the terminal in Jim’s living room alerted them to an incoming message.

Jim slipped out of Spock’s arms to go to the desk.

“Crap, it’s Mom. She must have heard.”

He sighed as Spock came forward to join him. A moment later Winona Kirk’s stern looking face appeared.

“James Tiberius Kirk, did you just get married without your Mama?”

“Er.”

“I take it that’s a yes.”

“It was, uh, spur of the moment. This is Spock. He’s my husband.”

Winona Kirk scoffed. “I know who he is. Now my son-in-law. Spock.”

“Madam.”

“I can’t believe you got married on Yorktown. Hideous place.” She wrinkled her nose. “When does the Enterprise go out?”

“Uh.” Jim glanced at Spock.

“Three months, six days, twenty-two hours and—”

“Plenty of time to come here for a real wedding.”

There? Mom, that’s Riverside.”

“Don’t you think I know where I live? You can do it. You and Spock are coming here. We’ll have a ceremony and a reception.”

“We already had—”

She narrowed her eyes. “Was Spock’s father there?”

“No,” Jim admitted.

“Shameful. I’ll contact him and he can come to your Riverside wedding. And you know, I’ve been in contact with your brother so—”

Sam? Mom, come on.”

“I’ll contact you with the details. You contact Starfleet to arrange to be here. Kirk out.”

Jim stared at the now blank screen.

Spock stared with him.

“What just happened?” Jim whispered.

“I do not know.”

Another alert.

Incoming transmission from Ambassador Sarek.

“Well hell.”

Spock smirked in some amusement. “And so it begins.

The End

And that’s a wrap for August

Flash Fic, August 16, 2023

Spock was a little surprised when Doctor McCoy had shown up at his apartment door along with the captain, though he supposed he shouldn’t be. In the years they’d all been acquainted, McCoy was usually around when Jim was.

In the early days, Spock had a hypothesis that they were more than friends, or at least the doctor had wanted to be, but that was early on and Spock no longer believed there was anything between them but a brotherly bond.

Still Jim hadn’t mentioned inviting McCoy to breakfast the night before when Spock had been tending to Jim’s wounds.

Although that had been unexpected and rather mildly annoying, what was more alarming was the cool look Jim had given them as Spock stepped out of his apartment to join them for breakfast.

“Morning,” Jim said, without any trace of warmth.

In the beginning of their contentious relationship, Spock had been somewhat used to cool looks from his captain. He’d found Jim rather moody.

But as they became friends, he got many more smiles and laughter.

Until right before Krall, that was. Something had changed between them then and Spock never really knew what it was.

It was then he had made the decision to leave for New Vulcan.

All that had changed again though and he was staying. Things had begun to look up for them again, including as recently as last night, and yet this morning cold Jim was back.

“Where are we going for breakfast?” Spock made himself ask. He had very little appetite now.

“The Yorktown base cafeteria works for me, if does you two.” Jim eyed him. “It’s got plenty of vegetarian choices.”

Since they were hardly going to have a private table for two now with McCoy along where they ate really didn’t matter so Spock agreed.

Since it was cafeteria, it was serve yourself, and when Spock had selected oatmeal with raisins, he made his way to a table where Jim had already sat himself.

The captain had a cup of coffee and a cinnamon streusel muffin.

“Is that all your are going to eat?”

Jim nodded. “All I feel like this morning.”

“Are you suffering any ill effects from last night?”

“Nah, I’ve been beaten worse. By your girlfriend’s thug defenders for instance.” Jim smiled at him this time but there was hard steel behind it.

McCoy chose that moment to slam his tray of food down before plopping down in a chair. “I’m pretty sure these scrambled eggs have been under a heat lamp for three days.”

Jim snorted and took a sip of his coffee.

McCoy looked at Spock. “You and Uhura reconcile again?”

Spock frowned and shook his head. “Negative. My romantic relationship with Nyota will not continue. Why do you ask?”

“She was there this morning in your apartment.” McCoy shrugged.

“For ship business concerning the roster of the Enterprise when we depart Yorktown.” Spock glanced at the captain. “There have been some that have chosen not to continue.”

Jim nodded, but Spock could not help but notice Jim’s eyes appeared suddenly warmer. “I figured that. Altamid was pretty traumatic for a lot of the crew.”

“Yes,” Spock agreed, then turned back to McCoy. “Not only do Nyota and I still serve under the captain onboard the Enterprise, but we also remain on good terms.”

McCoy smirked. “Good to know. Isn’t it, Jim?”

Jim shook his head but he smiled. “Speaking of ship’s business, we really need to get together with Scotty and discuss—”

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