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  • 100 Words Continuation, March 02, 2018

    Jim did not feel like seeing anyone.

    “Computer, identify visitor.”

    “Leonard McCoy, Chief Medical Officer.”

    He groaned. Just what he needed. He wanted to ignore Bones, but an ignored Bones was an even crankier Bones.

    “Open.”

    “Jim—“Bones started as soon as the door swished open to allow his entry.

    Jim held up his hands. “Don’t start. Not in the mood.”

    “You do look like hell, Jim. What’s wrong?”

    “I’m an idiot.”

    Bones smirked. “Yes that I know.”

    “Shut up.” Jim smiled in spite of the fact he really didn’t feel like smiling.

    “Let me guess. Spock?”

    “No. Me.”

  • Update Madness March 01

    Okay so this week I updated the blog story, the 100 words (coming tomorrow), My Devotion (twice), Anything and Where My Demons hide.

    Whew.

    I am exhausted. And probably done for the weekend. We shall see.

    Next up is Didn’t We Almost Have it All which deals with the sudden arrival of Spock in Jim’s yard and it’s going to be difficult for both Jim and me, so probably not until sometime next week.

    Enjoy the updates I have done in the meantime! Thanks!

     

  • Ramblings of the Week, 02/26/2018

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    A short rambling

    I got a new chapter of My Devotion up today. It was honestly a struggle. It’s been more than a year since I started this story and I am kind of ready for it to be over. I feel like maybe it’s obvious given no one has even bothered to comment on the update. Sigh.

    Had a good time on the weekend but it went fast and here I am at work again. I do have Monday the 5th off but that’s to take care of some personal business. Nothing fun.

    Other than getting My Devotion’s update done I hope to do some work on the blog story I just posted last night as well as the continuation of the 100 words. I don’t feel like killing myself with updates now so we shall see what else comes my way.

     

     

  • 100 Words – Continuation

    Jim staggered into his quarters, unshed and unwelcome tears stinging his eyes.

    What had he expected? An undying declaration of love from his coldly reserved Vulcan first officer. Spock had been with Uhura for years and they’d never made a complete commitment. Or at least Spock had not. Jim figured Uhura wanted to and that’s why it had ended.

    Maybe Spock just didn’t want anyone. Perhaps he had no romantic interest in any human. Jim could certainly tell himself that to make him feel better.

    And yet he felt not better at all.

    His door chimed. Jim turned to it.

  • Extra Plans

    Originally, we were just staying overnight only Saturday at our favorite place in Morro Bay, but yesterday I was sitting here at work going, damn, we should have taken Friday off work and taken both Friday and Saturday nights in Morro Bay. I looked up the place just out of curiosity and was surprised Friday was available. Even the exact room we are staying in. The rooms have names. The one I booked is called Morro Rock Suite. They aren’t really all suites they just called them all suites, lol. Anyway they only have I think 8 rooms total. The Morro Rock Suite has a view of the Morro Rock and Bay and also has a fireplace, which since right now it’s cold here, I am greatly looking forward to.

    Anyway, just because it was available didn’t mean anything. Neither of us had Friday off and I didn’t relish the idea of going up there after work in traffic. I laughingly texted him that it’s too bad we didn’t take Friday off and then we could stay both nights. To my surprise, he said, well, is the room available? I said it was. Then I looked up a room in another place we like there and it would be about $60 less to stay there Friday night but it would also mean we’d have to switch rooms in the middle of the weekend. I asked, are we sure you want to do this and he said, I already asked for the day off. HA. So, I went ahead and did too. My day was approved first but eventually so was his. I ended up booking the Morro Rock Suite for both nights even though the other place would have been cheaper, but no fireplace and the switching locations. Plus we really do prefer this other place.

    So now I am going up there Friday for two nights! I am very excited. This may be our only trip up there this year. It means less time for updating this week but oh well! HA

    Regular readers on AO3 will notice I posted the first chapter of When I Loved You. I changed it a bit from some of what you read here and also added some stuff from one of my 100 word fics. And wa la! I might get the second chapter up before Friday but we shall see.

    Yes, I know I should be working on some of my older works in progress, but alas my muse wants new shiny things. I will get to the older stuff, I promise.

    I will have 100 words up on Friday, as part of my series. I already wrote it and set it up to post Friday morning.

  • Ramblings of the Week, February 19, 2018

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    Finished Sleeping Beauty this past week, got up a little short, The Dance, and updated Unbonded and What Happened to Spock. Not bad.

    Had some car trouble last week that cost us $893 but after whining some to the sister, she gave us a check to cover it. Woo.

    Joined Weight Watchers and lost 4 pounds my first week. Yay.

    Not sure what I will work on this week. I did post the start of an Academy Fic (I love those), The Experiment, but we shall see. Technically on the spreadsheet I should be working on My Devotion.

    Going to see Black Panther Tuesday. Already got the tickets. This  coming weekend, on the 24th, we are headed to Morro Bay over night. I’m looking forward to it.

    Have a good week.

  • 100 Words (Continued from 02/09/2018)

    Jim stood up, wincing slightly when he knocked into the board as he rose. A pawn keeled over and hit a knight on its way down.

    “I’m feeling unwell, so I’m going to return to my quarters.”

    “Captain—”

    “No, it’s all right, Spock. I just ate something that didn’t agree with me. I’ll just go back to my quarters.”

    The truth was he couldn’t wait to get away. He felt sick, all right, but not from anything he’d eaten. But from the plain fact that Spock didn’t feel at all the same. It was a crushing blow.

  • The Dance

    Here’s a Spirk Valentine for you a day early.

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    “Did you put your heart in the box?”

    Jim paused the glass of rum punch at his lips and eyed his best friend. “Yeah, I put it in there. But I still can’t believe you talked me into this lame ass thing.”

    It was a Valentine’s Day dance at the Academy and everyone had been given paper hearts at the door which they were supposed to put in a box with their name on It. Then two hearts would be chosen to dance together during the first dance.

    “Couldn’t help it. Was tired of watching you mope around.”

    “”I’m not moping.” Jim scowled.

    It was way too crowded and he was feeling vaguely claustrophobic. He swore everyone on campus was there. Which meant he’d probably get stuck dancing with someone he was not at all compatible with.

    Stupid Bones.

    “Hey,” Bones said. “Do you mind?”

    “Oh. Sorry. Thought I said that in my head.”

    “This is for your own good, Jim” Bones said. “God knows whatever you hoped would happen isn’t going to. What better time to find new love than at a Valentine’s Day function.”

    Jim snorted. “Spare me. I am not looking to find love. I’m looking to get drunk and laid or laid and drunk. I don’t care about the order.”

    “The heart will help you.”

    “You and that heart. It’s a paper doily thing, Bones. It doesn’t hold the fate of the world, you know.”

    “It doesn’t have to. It only needs to hold your fate.”

    Jim swiped Bones’ drink and sniffed it. “What exactly is this spiked with?”

    “Give me that,” Bones grumbled and snatched it back, taking a drink. “You need some more punch?”

    “Nah, I need something less sweet with more bite to it.” Jim squeezed Bones’ shoulder as his gaze sought the bar. “I’ll be back shortly.”

    ****

    “Okay.” Nyota rubbed her hands together. “Our hearts have been added to the box.”

    Spock froze. “Nyota, I told you I did not wish to participate.”

    “I know, but it’s just one dance, Spock. What harm can there be?”

    “I was under the impression that I am here to dance with you.”

    “Well, there are plenty of opportunities for that,” she replied. “Don’t worry, Spock. It will be fine.”

    He almost said fine had variable definitions but he refrained from it. He did not want to stay long. He hoped that the first dance would be over soon, he would dance two dances with Nyota and then he would go home. After all he had papers to grade. And lessons to plan. In his quiet, lonely apartment.

    “Spock, they are about to announce the pairings,” Nyota exclaimed excitedly.

    “I hope that I am paired with you.”

    “Yowza, yowza, yowza,” the announcer said inexplicably. “It’s time to announce the pairings for our Valentine’s Love Dance. The dance where you are sure to find your soulmate.” He paused. “Or maybe not. Maybe just someone to screw tonight.”

    The crowd around him laughed though Spock could not imagine why.

    As the annoying man rattled off names, Spock stopped listening. Until he heard Nyota’s name. And he was not paired with her. He held back a sigh.

    “Commander Spock,” the announcer said.

    Spock stiffened. Here it came. He would be paired with some human who would no doubt say exactly the wrong thing and he would be forced to pretend it was not offensive.

    “Cadet James Kirk.”

    Spock felt the blood drain from his face and his heart begin to hammer in his side. Suddenly, Cadet James Kirk stood in front of him. Without a word, Spock put his hands upon the cadet and took him out to the dance floor. A waltz was expected and for some reason Spock decided it was he who would lead.

    Kirk’s gaze met his. “Hi.”

    “Hello.”

    Kirk licked his lips. “I_I didn’t know you were going to be here.”

    Spock nodded. “Nor I you.”

    “Spock—”

    “Jim—”

    The music struck up. And still Spock stared into cerulean eyes.

    “I guess we’d better dance,” Kirk said softly.

    And so Spock did, moving Kirk in his arms to the strains of the classical waltz music. They spoke no words while the dance continued but as soon as it ended, Spock pulled Kirk from the dance floor and over to the side.

    “We have been conspired against.”

    Kirk nodded, smiling a little “Looks like.”

    “Jim, I—”

    “Did you want to get out of here?” Jim interrupted, his voice low. His tongue swept across his bottom lip again.

    “My apartment is near,” Spock whispered.

    “I know.”

    Spock exhaled slowly. “I should apologize—”

    “No, it was me—”

    Kirk stopped. Laughed. “Let’s just get out of here.” He took Spock’s hands in his and Spock found himself blushing, though he tried not to. Somehow this human made him blush over all others. “I missed you.”

    For a moment, Spock was overwhelmed, but he finally nodded. “I missed you too. More than I thought was possible.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Though it has only been two weeks it seems like an eternity.”

    Kirk closed his eyes briefly and then seemed to gather himself before he gifted Spock with one of his dazzling smiles. “Let’s not do that again, okay?”

    “I am in full agreement.”

    And they walked out of the Valentine’s Day dance without a backward glance, though Spock suspected Nyota and McCoy would know, and they made their way back to Spock’s apartment and his bed.

    And afterwards, Kirk sighed as he laid his head on Spock’s bare chest. “That stupid announcer was right.”

    “About?”

    “During that dance, I found my soulmate and the guy I was going to screw tonight.”

    Spock opened his mouth to retort but then Kirk laughed with such warmth and joy that it flowed through Spock like the greatest of gifts. Instead of replying, he drew his beloved’s lips close once more and learned how to kiss him all over again.

  • Ramblings of the Week, February 12, 2018

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    This week you get a picture of the TOS guys.

    I just got up another chapter of Sleeping Beauty. And with only two more to go I am on track to get it completed by Wednesday.

    No idea what I will work on after. It depends on my whims right now. I didn’t do a darn thing with writing all weekend. Very lazy.

    I anticipate a slow, quietish week this week. We don’t really do V Day so no plans for that. One of our cars is on the fritz so we will look to getting that fixed.

    Morro Bay overnight isn’t until Feb 24, so I anticipate another quiet, lazy weekend this weekend coming up too.

    I hope to get another chapter of what I’ve been posting here, called When I Loved You, and I’ll have another 100 words of my 100 words fic up on Friday.