Since I’ve been focusing on CP pics and this does say “small dose of Pinto” I decided to show off a few of my Zach with five o’clock shadow pictures.Always gotta get a glasses picture since I think he looks damn sexy in glasses
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Misbehaving
Chris was caught out in LA yesterday by those pesky paparazzi. Can’t say I’m digging the beardy look but I do love that he can’t help but have that tongue out.
Apparently he was unimpressed by the paparazzi though. tsk tsk, Chris

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Another Video I Love
This one is Jim rather than Spirk but it has some great shots of Jim (and therefore CP)
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Ramblings of the week October 24
Sometimes when people suggest stories they end up changing from their suggestions because I plot as I go. I intend to write it just as they suggested but I just can’t. It’s the way I write.
My favorite video creator of Spirk Fanfiction videos posted another one. It is very short but it really goes with some of my work, angsty and such, so it’s perfect and I think the song is cool too. Check it out I Hate You I Love You. And yes I did make a copy.
I’m tired and cranky. So I don’t have much to say this week. Enjoy
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Videos I love
So my favorite Spirk video maker has a new video out. Check it out here
I make a copy for myself with every one she does and this one will be no exception. I was waiting for her to do one with Beyond footage so I was very excited when I received notification.
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Ramblings of the Week of October 17

I spent this past weekend in Mammoth. If you don’t know what Mammoth is you should google it. Mammoth Lakes. It’s beautiful. It was a long drive there Friday night after work and we didn’t get there until about 1 AM. Anyway we had a great time though it was cold and as we were leaving Sunday morning snow was on all the mountains and hills around us.
While I was there I got an idea for a new fic. I intend to start it today but don’t know when I will begin posting it. No details as yet because I want it to be a surprise.
I have to wonder at celebs sometimes. Why would you adopt a dog right before going away on a week long road trip with your buddies?
I’m having a little get-together this coming Sunday. I intended to serve hot tea and coffee but since they are now predicting it is going to be about 85 I guess I will be serving iced tea. I am ready for it to be cool. I got spoiled in Mammoth where I was freezing. I really don’t know how you people who live on the East coast do the snow every damn day thing in the winter. Brrrrr
Edit: I took out my complaint. It was clear to me it didn’t work as I intended it to and probably made ME look bad.
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Ramblings of the Week October 10
I’ve been writing. Sort of. I wrote two little parts of Young and Beautiful. Which I posted. And I started the next chapter of My Devotion and the One-Shot Collection 5 but I didn’t get very far on either. I didn’t post anything this past weekend on AO3 and I am not sure I will have anything to post today. I’m sort of…I don’t know. Blah.
I want to delete my account sometimes as you know. Just make it go away and never post another word. Another story on there. I haven’t and I am not sure I will. Because that’s happened to me on there and I know it sucks. I’ve been that reader that goes…oh no…
Sometimes it’s not enough though.
I don’t kid myself that someone else won’t come around to fill the gap I would leave. New writers of the Star Trek reboot movies come along all the time. The whole Spock/Bones thing seems to be catching on way too much since Beyond but whatever. I lament the lack of Kirk/Spock fics on there but alas that’s the way it is.
And I refuse to ever return to the K/S Archive.
Anyway, if I ever did delete, the fandom would go on. Springing up new life all the time and new fans. And some of them are really good, so I don’t think I’d be missed for long, really. There are those I adored to read who don’t publish anymore, so it happens.
I do have people tell me I am their favorite and that’s lovely, really. I had a reader make such a comment today. And I guess that’s why I still haven’t deleted my account there. But I can’t say the thought doesn’t occur to me still, because it does.
What’s the gist of this? I don’t know. This is called rambling for a reason.
My current desktop background.

