It was rare they got shore leave on Earth and even rarer during the holiday season. In Jim’s now fifteenth year in Starfleet, actually, this was Jim’s first time.
Ten years as commanding officer of the Enterprise and they’d never been close enough to Earth to make it happen.
And another five years in charge of a space station.
The gift of being back home was unexpected but definitely welcome.
He didn’t know if the snow was as welcome. He’d never liked snow as a kid and he hadn’t really changed his mind as an adult.
But he’d promised his mother he would spend Christmas with her in Riverside, so here he was arriving on his shuttle in the snow.
He rose from his seat, turned to his husband with an amused smile. “Come on. You look cute in your Hanukkah sweater.”
Spock gave him a look. “I look ridiculous. There is a reason they are called ugly.”
Jim laughed. “I know, but Mom sent them to us, so we have to wear them. At least for today.”
His own sweater had dozens of garish Christmas lights.
She waited for them when they got off the shuttle and immediately embraced them.
“My boys are here,” she cried happily.
“Hardly boys now, Mom. We’re both in our forties.”
“And I’m in my sixties, which makes you boys.” She stood back to admire them. “You two look so handsome. I’m so excited. This is going to be great.”
Jim laughed and hugged her again. “Yeah it will. Let’s go home.”
“Don’t walk away from me in the middle of this!” Jim shouted. He was furious. He couldn’t remember when he was this angry.
Spock took a step back and shook his head. “I require meditation.”
“Meditation? Are you fucking kidding me? Right now?”
His eyes were impossibly dark. “I require meditation at this exact moment so that I do not give into the desire to strangle you.”
Jim gasped. “Are we really fucking back to that? Just try it, mister, and I’ll have you court martialed before you can say Kobayashi Maru!”
Bones stepped in and put his hand on Jim’s arm. “Jim, take a deep breath. Calm down.”
Jim felt enraged. “I don’t want to fucking calm down, Bones. I’m done.”
“Jim—”
“Nope. Fuck you, Spock. You can go straight to hell.”
And with that he stormed off and away.
Ten years later…
“It was great having dinner with you, Captain. I mean admiral,” Sulu quickly corrected himself. He glanced at his husband and now young adult daughter, Demora. “We all enjoyed it.”
Jim smiled. “Jim will do. It was great for me too. I can’t believe you’re entering the Academy, Demora.”
She blushed a little. “Yes, sir. I hope to be a pilot like Dad.”
Jim winked. “You have lofty aspirations but I have no doubt you’ll succeed.”
They stepped outside of the restaurant and on to the San Francisco street. It was a little cool so Jim pulled his coat around him.
“You want us to give you a lift to your apartment?” Sulu asked.
“No, that’s all right. I don’t mind the walk and it’s not that far.”
Sulu hesitated but then nodded. “You ever hear from Spock, sir?”
“Spock? No. We don’t keep in touch.”
“I just thought…never mind. I guess he’s probably on New Vulcan.”
“Maybe so.”
Ben spoke up then. “If you aren’t doing anything for Christmas, Jim, we’d love to have you over to our place. I make a great turkey.”
Jim shook his head. “Actually, I’m meeting Bones in Aspen, Colorado. I leave in a couple of days.”
“Oh.” Sulu’s expression brightened. “That’s good. Give Leonard our best.”
“I will.”
He gave Demora a quick hug, and then her parents too. “Merry Christmas.”
Then despite their offer again of a ride, Jim continued on his way.
“This is just great. Stuck in our quarters for a week while I miss all the holiday festivities.”
Spock leaned over on their bed to tuck blankets around his husband.
“It is indeed, unfortunate.”
“That’s the understatement of the year,” Jim grumbled, glaring at him. “Why are you in here anyway? Don’t you have a ship to command?”
“At present, Captain, Commander Scott is on the bridge. And I am here because my husband in ill in bed.”
“Mm. But you aren’t sick. You could be out enjoying the rum punch.” Jim sighed. “Well, not that, but you know what I mean. Mistletoe and holly. Forget the mistletoe too.”
“How could I possibly enjoy the festivities without you by my side?”
“Well.” Jim sort of shrugged, but he looked pleased with Spock’s statement, nonetheless. “Stupid creature with a stinger.”
Because yes, Jim’s current “illness” was caused by an attack by an alien creature on the last planet they visited. He had been poisoned and while Doctor McCoy had developed an antidote, Jim was still weak, nauseous and sometimes feverish. And quite grumpy. Especially after Leonard had advised he was to stay in bed and off duty for a week.’
“No, seriously, Spock. You should go to the parties and leave me to suffer here alone.”
Spock almost rolled his eyes. He only just stopped himself.
“I will not, so you are illogically wasting your breath. It is time for you to have the tea that the doctor prescribed for you.”
Jim made a face. “It tastes like licorice.”
“It is supposed to help with the nausea.”
“Pish. It makes me want to barf.”
“Jim—”
“Fine.”
Spock rose from the bed and went to get Jim’s tea. When he returned he handed the steaming cup to Jim, who immediately sniffed and frowned.
“This smells different.”
“Taste it.”
Jim took a tentative sip. “It tastes like vanilla and caramel.”
Spock nodded, pleased. “I was able to have the replicator reprogram the taste from licorice to something more to your liking.”
Jim’s eyes widened and he took another sip. “Wow. This is good. Really good. It reminds me of a drink my mom made us for Christmas when we were kids.”
“Yes. She described it for me when I contacted her.”
Jim’s eyes unexpectedly watered.
Spock could not help but express his confusion. “I thought you would be pleased.”
Jim sniffed. “I am. It’s just so sweet.” Tears rolled down his cheeks.
“The tea is too sweet?”
“No, no. The gesture. Sorry, babe. This thing is making me really emotional.”
Spock exhaled. “Clearly. When you sleep, I will meditate.”
Jim smiled through his tears. “Thank you. I love the tea.”
“Well, looks like I’m basically settled into your apartment now, Spock. I didn’t have a lot. Just some clothes and a few personal things. All the furniture in the dorm was Starfleet’s.”
“It certainly makes the transition easier,” Spock replied. “Doctor McCoy has supplied me with enough EpiPens to place in strategic locations throughout the apartment to ensure you safety should you experience another allergic reaction to something.”
Jim snorted. “He overreacts. I doubt I’ll run across, uh, Frieresty Weed anytime soon.”
Spock shrugged slightly. “Since you are likely to accompany me to Vulcan later in this month, it is actually possible you will encounter it again. I am considering having Mother prearrange replicators there to make sure you are only given food that is known to already be acceptable to you.”
“A onetime allergy, Spock, hardly seems to warrant all this.”
“There may be other unknown allergens, Jim. You were unaware of Fieresty Weed before it affected you.”
“Yeah, okay. I can’t argue with that.”
Spock’s lips twitched. “It is good to know there is something you cannot.”
Jim tossed a throw pillow at him and then yawned. “God, I didn’t realize how tired I am. It’s been a lot these last few days.”
“Indeed,” Spock agreed. “Your hospitalization, going to Riverside, and now the move. I suggest you take a long hot shower and then dress in your pajamas. There is no need to go anywhere. I will order you some food when you are ready.”
Jim smiled. “That sounds great. Pizza maybe?”
Spock nodded. “Whatever you wish. I would like to spend the evening pampering you.”
“I would certainly like to spend the evening being pampered.” He laughed. “Happy Holidays to me.”
“And speaking of which, though we do not generally celebrate Earth holidays in my family, I am not opposed to you adorning the apartment with illogical and frivolous decorations.”
Jim hugged Spock, chuckling as he did so. “That’s me all over. Illogical and frivolous.”
“Jim—”
“I’m teasing, Spock. Let me go get that shower and then I’m all yours.”
“Mine,” Spock repeated softly. “I like the sound of that.”
Jim got up far slower than he once did after his husband’s Pon Farr was over, but that should be expected he supposed. He was in his mid-fifties now. Still he’d been a part of several Pon Farrs and he knew what to do.
Spock was out so deep it was like he was unconscious, but he knew all about that too. He didn’t worry he’d wake Spock getting out of bed.
He made his way to the bathroom and injected himself with the usual after meds he’d been getting for years now. They worked and he usually managed to feel fairly energetic after an hour or two after rising. He wasn’t ready for any intimacies yet, but then Spock wouldn’t be either.
He got in a nice hot shower, letting it not only cleanse his body of the excess sexual fluids, but also loosen up his bruised and swollen muscles.
By the time he got downstairs to the farmhouse’s kitchen, he was feeling much better. He made himself coffee, started getting things ready for breakfast, and set the computer to play holiday tunes.
He picked up his PADD.
Merry Christmas Eve, Bones.
A few minutes later as he stuck a vegan frittata in the oven, he picked his PADD up again.
Over then?
Yes. Last night.
Merry Christmas yourself. How’s the goblin?
Jim smiled.
Still out like a light. I’m making breakfast.
This one seemed shorter than last time.
Well. We were seven years younger. Spock says his dad doesn’t even have them anymore.
More information than I needed to know.
Jim laughed out loud.
I’ll let you get back to your family. GRANDPA.
Shut up. Merry Christmas, Egghead.
Jim turned around to make himself some bacon to go with the frittata. And by the time he had everything ready he felt a stirring in his mind.
He was not surprised when Spock suddenly appeared. He looked a bit frazzled, wearing pajamas and a bathrobe.
“Jim?”
“Hey baby. How do you feel?”
“Exhausted. How do you feel?’
“Same. But breakfast is ready. Christmas lights on the tree are lit. We don’t have to go anywhere. Seems like a perfect morning.”
Spock drew him into his arms. “Thank you for always taking care of me.”
“Thanks again for inviting me to your mom’s, Jim,” Bones said as they settled down into the shuttle to make their way back to San Francisco. “It was real nice. Delicious too.”
Jim yawned and leaned against Spock. He probably shouldn’t but Spock didn’t seem to mind and in fact made room for him.
“You’re welcome, Bones. She loved having all of us there for Thanksgiving. She hasn’t been able to do a meal like that for years, so it made her happy.”
Bones nodded. “It was a pleasure. I’ll be going home over the holiday break to see my kid. What are you two lovebirds planning?”
Jim angled his head to glance at Spock. “What are we planning, fellow lovebird?”
Spock appeared a little amused. “I have no particular plans at present. Vulcans do not really celebrate holidays as we don’t believe in a higher deity. However, Mother was raised Jewish. She didn’t celebrate anything either. I am happy to do whatever you wish with regard to them. I only ask that, if possible, we spend a few days on Vulcan. My parents will have returned there by then and I would like to do so if we can.”
Jim smiled. “Of course we can. Let’s plan on it.”
Bones snorted but then asked, “When is the official move-in date?”
Spock shrugged slightly. “I defer to Jim.”
“No time like the present? I was thinking this week makes the most sense. That okay, Bones?”
“I don’t have much to say about it, do I? My only decision is whether to keep the double dorm or change to a single, so I don’t have to share with anyone. You let them know you were vacating?”
“Yeah before we left.”
“I don’t know if anyone can replace you, Jim. So I’m thinking of requesting a single.”
“Awe, Bones. You care.”
“I don’t want anyone who’s even more of a pain in the ass than you.”
Jim straightened and glanced at Spock when he heard a low rumble that might have been a laugh. He narrowed his eyes, then laughed himself.
Jim woke up early, like he always did, and made his way downstairs. He was not at all surprised to find his mother was up and already getting ready to begin the food for Thanksgiving.
She turned to him with a smile and a mug of coffee, which he took gratefully.
“You heard me getting up?” he asked, taking a grateful sip.
“Yes, plus I know you. You never sleep long. When you were little, I can count on one hand the times you slept in and it was usually when you were sick.”
“Mm. Thanks for doing all this, Mom. I know it’s a lot of work.” He glanced at the kitchen window. “There’s that snow you were talking about.”
“Just a few flakes right now. Who wants snow before Christmas anyway?”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Would you peel potatoes?”
“Of course.” Jim reached for an apron and then a peeler and got to work.
“So.” His mom paused to flash him a smile. “Is it serious between you two?”
“Yeah, I think so. Bones keeps asking me that and for a while I said I wasn’t really ready to think along those lines, you know to label it or whatever.”
“And now?”
Jim grinned. “Now I can admit I’m in love.”
She laughed. “Have you told him?”
“Nah, not yet. But I will. I’m pretty sure he feels the same way. He’s asked me to live with him. Vulcans don’t do casual.” He frowned. “Or I don’t think they do. I don’t really know.”
“The way he looks at you? It’s not casual, Jimmy.”
He nodded. “I hear movement upstairs so I think Spock and Bones are about to join us.”
“Great, because I have warm buns in the oven for breakfast.”
“Wow, you really did get up early.”
“I wanted everything to be perfect,” she admitted.
“It will be, Mom. Just because we’re here together.”
Jim woke up gasping and looking into the grumpy face of Bones.
“What—?”
“Easy. You’re in Starfleet Hospital. But you’re okay.”
“Hospital? Why?”
“Your boyfriend and his parents brought you here,” Bones explained. “You had an allergic reaction to the batter on a root at the restaurant where you were dining.”
The memories kicked in, and Jim nodded. “Yeah, okay.”
Bones patted his shoulder. “Want help sitting up?”
Jim moistened his lips and allowed Bones to help him into a seated position. It looked as though he was just in a room with an exam table and not an admitted room.
“Where are they?’
“Out in the waiting area. Well, Spock is. I think his parents left after I assured them you were going to be fine and would be released as soon as I got you up. How do you feel?”
“A little tired but pretty good. It’s nice to be able to breathe.”
“Right? I have something for you,” Bones told him. “You have to carry it with you at all times.”
“What? Why?”
“In case that happens again.” Bones showed him an injectable pen. “This is it. You had anaphylactic shock. That ever happen before?”
Jim shook his head. “No, I don’t think so.”
“We don’t need to take chances. If it happens again, you could die. Better to carry this. I’ll explain it all to Spock too, in case you aren’t capable of injecting yourself. I’ll also want to test you for other allergies but for now don’t eat anything with the Frieresty Weed in it.”
“That was in the batter?”
“Yes. It’s commonly used in that particular Vulcan dish. Like I said, I’ll be giving full instructions to Spock.” Bones eyed him. “He mentioned you’re going to move in with him.”
Jim winced. “I did kind of say yes, yeah. I was going to tell you after the Thanksgiving break.”
“I see.”
“Speaking of, you want to come with us to Riverside for Thanksgiving? Mom’s making a feast.”
Bones smiled slowly. “A feast huh? Turkey and all the fixings?”
“Of course.”
“All right. I’ll come. You think she’ll mind?”
“Nope.”
“How about him? He gonna mind?”
Jim laughed. “No. But even if he did, I’d persuade him. So I can go home?”
“Yes. Well, with Spock. I want him to keep an eye on you.” Bones helped him down from the table. “Come on, let’s get you out of here.”
To say Jim was nervous to have dinner with Spock’s parents was an understatement. In less than a week, though, he’d be bringing Spock home with him to Riverside to meet Winona and have Thanksgiving, so he guessed they were somewhat even.
Not that his mom was even half as intimidating as Sarek was. His expression seemed to always be somewhat pinched. Set in disproval. Spock assured him that he was imagining it but Jim wasn’t so sure.
A vegetarian restaurant had been chosen since Jim was the only one who ate meat, apparently, Amanda having given it up when she’d married Sarek and moved to Vulcan.
Jim wasn’t generally picky so he was okay with whatever.
“Spock tells us you met at the chess club.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Jim had decided to order a beer even though the other three did not have any alcohol. He took a big gulp, realized he had foam all over his lips, and quickly wiped it off with a napkin. “I’m not in the club anymore though.”
Amanda gave him a quizzical look. “Why is that?”
“Oh.” Jim blinked, glanced at Spock, and ducked his head.
Spock cleared his throat. “Due to some unpleasant members, Jim and I both no longer participate.”
“That’s unfortunate. I know how you like to play.”
“Since Jim is the best opponent I have faced, it is not a hardship.”
Sarek arched a brow. “Other than me, I would assume.”
“Yes, of course, Father,” Spock said, demurely.
“Meeting Spock is the best part of having joined the club,” Jim said quickly. “How long are you on Earth?”
Amanda laughed. “Are you trying to get rid of us?”
“No, no, I—”
“I’m teasing, Jim. No need to be so nervous and apprehensive. I assure you that neither myself nor my husband bite. Our intention is to return to Vulcan after the Terran holiday season, in January.” She smiled. “I understand your birthday is in early January.”
“Yes. But generally we don’t celebrate it.”
“I can certainly understand why, but if you are not too bothered by the idea, we would love to take you to dinner for it.”
Jim smiled. “Thanks. That sounds nice.”
“Spock says you are going to Riverside in a few days to celebrate Thanksgiving with your mom. I bet you’re looking forward to that.”
He laughed. “Maybe. My mom can be pretty enthusiastic when about people I date.”
“Have you dated many?” Sarek asked, politely.
“Er. No. I mean not that many I’ve, uh, introduced to my mom.” He reached for a sliced vegetable “fry” that was on a platter in the middle of the table and shoved it in his mouth so he wouldn’t have to talk.
But as he swallowed it, the voices of Spock and his parents faded away to background noise. He struggled to breathe and his throat began to close up.
Spock’s concerned face appeared in his vision and Jim pointed to his throat, then he passed out.